About CBTing in a hotel

[DoomedDarkCircles]

I'm planning to CTB in 2028 at most, but my psychological condition is too volatile and it's getting worse, so I wouldn't be surprised if I decided to go this year.
I'm planning on taking SN on a motel here where I live in Brazil. I'm kinda fantasizing about it and I cannot stop it. But I'm also asking myself how would it be. When they find my body, my parents and the authorities will be quickly called out? What about my body? There is some things I don't know yet. I'm wondering if people would be uncomfortable to go to that place now due to the incident, considering it's not a city too big

 

[whosready4tmrw]

Why traumatize some poor cleaning lady and hurt a small business just because you want to ctb? You should always do it somewhere private where it won't affect anyone, if you want people to think highly of you when you're gone at all.

 

[DoomedDarkCircles]

Why traumatize some poor cleaning lady and hurt a small business just because you want to ctb? You should always do it somewhere private where it won't affect anyone, if you want people to think highly of you when you're gone at all.

I really dislike the thought of this, but I would dislike even more to forever traumatize my father (who loves me, even with his problems) when he would find my dead body. I live with him
I could use some suggestions to, IDK, maybe warn the person who enters the motel room

 

[whosready4tmrw]

I really dislike the thought of this, but I would dislike even more to forever traumatize my father (who loves me, even with his problems) when he would find my dead body. I live with him
I could use some suggestions to, IDK, maybe warn the person who enters the motel room

"Don't open, dead inside" or something lol.

I think your dad would be more equipped to handle it than a random stranger, but the best thing is to leave them a note and find somewhere completely secluded. The cops and paramedics are the ones trained to find your body.