Venting a rant?

[ren4215]

hello, this is truly the only place where i feel like i can express myself freely so apologize for the rant. i've found the method i want to use, i just have to get the money for everything. i'm ready to rest, i'm just so tired. tired of having nobody to rely on and nobody to love me back. i feel like experiencing everything i have up until this point is very much so a world of pain and SN will be my way out. i feel so calm finally knowing i can go. i hope my girlfriend will forgive me, that is if we're still together because everyday i just feel the distance even more. just another reason why i feel like i deserve to ctb. all that to say i plan on buying my SN hopefully in a few days so i can go in December. i want peace, tired of begging God for it.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand feeling so tired of suffering in this existence, I also just wish for some peace as well, I hope that you find the peace you are searching for.