Pure
Specialist
- Jun 29, 2021
- 366
How's your relationship with your mother? My childhood had a lot of toxic moments to the point I don't really have any meaningful relationship with her now as an adult (I'm almost 24).
I'm planning on killing myself in late October so I'm very distant personality wise right now as I'm very emotional about the whole thing. My mom has been seeing this as a personal attack on her and sort of disowned me while at the same time asking me and her to be friends.
I'm more concerned about my impending mortality and upset because I'm forcing myself no matter much I'm in pain to not kill myself as soon as my SN arrives due to some family circumstances I need to be a part of in the next few weeks.
I'm planning on killing myself in late October so I'm very distant personality wise right now as I'm very emotional about the whole thing. My mom has been seeing this as a personal attack on her and sort of disowned me while at the same time asking me and her to be friends.
I'm more concerned about my impending mortality and upset because I'm forcing myself no matter much I'm in pain to not kill myself as soon as my SN arrives due to some family circumstances I need to be a part of in the next few weeks.