I have been here before. It usually ends with a hospitalization. My sanity slips away a little everyday, but I let it. Progressing my career and finishing school are more important than my health. I think about "catching the bus" a little more often every day. It would be so easy. Unfortunately I care for people in my life too much. As this progression happens, that too will disappear. I can FINALLY be done with this existence and I find myself at peace with the process. I hope this will be the time I am will be more careful with my planning. I hope.
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Not many wake up and think today I will CTB and then actually carry it out.
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