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I'm sure most, if not all, of you don't know who I am.

Some real life stuff kept me away from this place for a long while, the people who knew me probably long gone or have forgotten.

A summary: I was born privileged but squandered it all being a useless, worthless, lazy, incompetent sack of shit. I'm a waste of space and a burden to everyone.

Recently I got in a huge fight with the host family and moved out, not their fault, it's all mine. They're great people, I'm not.

It's for the best, there's no window to CTB at their house, and I would hate to traumatize them, especially the children.

The place I'm currently staying is a very nice place, way beyond my mean. I have some saving so it may last me a few months if I live frugally and do some part-time jobs.

The moment I can't afford rent, I'll CTB.

The landlord is such a kind old lady, but unfortunately, I'll have to ruin her business. May a thousand blessings upon her for housing a disaster she had no way knowing.

A burden and a sack of shit till the end huh? I really don't deserve life.
 
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