WorthlessTrash
Worthless
- Apr 19, 2022
- 2,407
Now that the holidays are over, I feel like my date to CTB is getting closer. The reason I am CTBing is because I am dysphoric and wish I was cis-fame, but is not physically, biiologically or outright possible.
In addition, I am better off dead because I am 400 LBS and have absolutely no reason to take care of myself because I hate myself as a result of being born the wrong sex, and I am financially dependent on my mother and disability. I also have no desire for sex or a relationship thanks to my depression festering as a result of my dysphoria (and even if I did have a desire for either, I wouldn't be able to get either.).
There is just no reason for me to stick around. I cannot wait to be done.
In addition, I am better off dead because I am 400 LBS and have absolutely no reason to take care of myself because I hate myself as a result of being born the wrong sex, and I am financially dependent on my mother and disability. I also have no desire for sex or a relationship thanks to my depression festering as a result of my dysphoria (and even if I did have a desire for either, I wouldn't be able to get either.).
There is just no reason for me to stick around. I cannot wait to be done.