Call_of-the_Void
All Hope Is Bleeding From This Shell
- Oct 22, 2024
- 19
Over the last few weeks I've cut my thighs, practically to ribbons. I don't really care if people see them, but no one will because I always wear pants. However, I can't shake this fear that if someone did see them, I'd be judged. Not judged for being suicidal or wanting to hurt myself in the first place... But be judged for seeking attention, which is the furthest from what I want. I don't want people to sympathize for me, I don't want them to pity me. I don't dare share what I've done to myself with a single soul because I can't handle the idea that they'll just write me off as someone seeking attention. Can anyone else relate?
