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violetdevil

violetdevil

Student
Oct 15, 2021
180
Reglan and Zofran - Anti-emetics
Digoxin
- not sure why he took this
Mixed 4 ounces of orange juice with N powder
Takes 3 anti emetic pills at 10:35 am
Drinks something to slow his heart (maybe digoxin?)
Drinks N 30 minutes later. Has to drink it all within 2 minutes. Eats chocolate sorbet after. Says "it's horrible in my mouth".
Dies at 12:10 pm, a few minutes after drinking it.
He drinks it at 1:36:44
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,272
I just find the thought of suffering until that age to be absolutely horrific. Old age disturbs me.
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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I just find the thought of suffering until that age to be absolutely horrific. Old age disturbs me.
I understand your beliefs and your point, and I absolutely 100% agree with you that living to a ripe old age isn't anything to aspire to, but not everyone "suffers" at that age. I think I have mentioned it before, but I had an older neighbor who passed-away when he was 97. Just a couple years before passing, he was still able to hop over 4 ft high fences by swinging his legs up and over the top bar and landing on the other side. I know this because I personally witnessed it numerous times. He could still drive. He could still make his own food. He had all his wits about him. The only medications he took were for high blood pressure, and I think he took an eye drop for glaucoma. He died about 1-1/2 years after his wife of 73 years died. I guess he did have emotional suffering upon the passing of his wife.
 
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Zeusman8506

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Jun 28, 2023
60
Wow, this should be totally legal. The man died in dignity with his family right there by his side. I think we all agree this would be ideal for all.
 
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Pomegranate

Pomegranate

"To die is gain."
Jan 21, 2022
82
Wow, this should be totally legal. The man died in dignity with his family right there by his side. I think we all agree this would be ideal for all.
I can now see why N is called the holy grail. It really feels like he went to sleep but never woke up. He departed with little struggle, with his family around him, showering him with love and care. I wish I can die this way. There's something deeply wrong with a society that fights tooth and nail against euthanasia, forcing many people to undergo unnecessary suffering and a possible violent death. All for what?
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
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I can now see why N is called the holy grail. It really feels like he went to sleep but never woke up. He departed with little struggle, with his family around him, showering him with love and care. I wish I can die this way. There's something deeply wrong with a society that fights tooth and nail against euthanasia, forcing many people to undergo unnecessary suffering and a possible violent death. All for what?
Saw the same thing on PBS many years ago, a 60 year old guy with a debilitating disease--He takes the antiemetic drink 30 minutes before, then the N--Within seconds he passed out and skin color turned grayish, it looked as peaceful as could be
 
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