90% leaning on CTB now

[LifeIsASadist]

I feel now I am mostly definetly going to CTB because I am so TIRED OF LIFE and there is no way my life is going to get better because I am autistic and I have no friends and don't even get me started on not having a gf.

 

[Paper_Cut_93]

Without a partner in life, many things are harder to cope with. You realize this when you experience both sides.

Do you have any other problems besides your autism?

 

[LifeIsASadist]

Without a partner in life, many things are harder to cope with. You realize this when you experience both sides.

Do you have any other problems besides your autism?

I am a loner which I can't even make male friends either and likely due to possible PTSD from being falsely accused of rape months before high school graduation.

I also am a low paid worker that has to rely on someone else to help me or I am one step closer to being a homeless bum which can lead to my parents or even possibly my brother exploiting me.

I am ugly and if that wasn't enough I have a very skinny physique even after years of weightlifting just to have the same strength of your typical homeless drug addict due to very VERY poor genetics.

On top of having a strict step father I am bound to fail in life and be a low wage worker until I die and I don't want to find that out so I want to CTB before I even turn 30.

 

[Paper_Cut_93]

I am a loner which I can't even make male friends either and likely due to possible PTSD from being falsely accused of rape months before high school graduation.

I also am a low paid worker that has to rely on someone else to help me or I am one step closer to being a homeless bum which can lead to my parents or even possibly my brother exploiting me.

I am ugly and if that wasn't enough I have a very skinny physique even after years of weightlifting just to have the same strength of your typical homeless drug addict due to very VERY poor genetics.

On top of having a strict step father I am bound to fail in life and be a low wage worker until I die and I don't want to find that out so I want to CTB before I even turn 30.

First of all, thank you for your response. I see you have many problems, some of which are unsolvable; unfortunately, I struggle with some of them myself. I'll ask you a few questions, if that's okay with you. Do you have your own place to live? Do you have health insurance so that your PTSD could possibly be treated?

And the last question: Is there a social security system in your country so that you don't have to live on the streets if you're unemployed?

 

[LifeIsASadist]

Do you have your own place to live?

Not at the moment, still live at home like a loser

Do you have health insurance so that your PTSD could possibly be treated?

I said its possible PTSD, not 100% guaranteed.

And the last question: Is there a social security system in your country so that you don't have to live on the streets if you're unemployed?

Yes but I likely wont qualify

 

[MercenariesofMidgar]

I feel you. I know I'm going to CTB. Unsure when though... hope something in your life makes you reconsider

 

[Paper_Cut_93]

Not at the moment, still live at home like a loser


I said its possible PTSD, not 100% guaranteed.

Yes but I likely wont qualify

For me, you're not a loser just because you still live with your parents. Not everyone has the same opportunities to shape their life the way they want.

Apply for it or do what they do in your country to find out if you qualify or not.