6 reasons why and my plan

[rikakawaii]

1.i have only over been used for my body. no one wants to spend time with me. i can be fucked sure, but i can't be fucked with
2. i have no stable relationship with my family. my dad kicked me out 2 days before Christmas and my mom won't let me live with her either
3. i can't keep friendships. ive cycled through at least 30 atp
4. im addicted to drugs and have an addictive personality
5. ive been to inpatients/residentials 14 times now
6. i hate how hypersexual I am after being moelested at 13

As soon as my SN arrives, I will be taking it with antacids. Do i need to take it with anything else? Maybe smoke some weed? im strangely excited to CTB. It's like my life has been leading up to this. I will post the day of and make a thread after i take it.

 

[platypus77]

I'm very sorry for your situation, are you safe at least?

Antiemetics are recommended in case of vomiting.

SN megathread

This post will be dedicated to compiling all the information we have on the Sodium Nitrite method (SN), including what else is needed and comparing it to other popular methods. Before starting, I HIGHLY encourage you read most, if not all, of the chapters on the PPH, as this method may not be...

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[misakimaze]

I relate to a lot of these reasons. I hope you find peace when you CTB.

 

[human909]

I understand why you are feeling excited to ctb, may you find peace soon and i wish you good luck.