3 Failures & Need To Succeed—Tips Please!

[4thtimesthecharm]

i have had 3 od's in the last 5 years and i am tired of my attempts not working. not too long ago, i was diagnosed with bpd and i have found it impossible to build up the strength to want to continue in this world. the effects this disorder has had on me are debilitating and i want out for good. i am interested in charcoal burning & SN intake but do not know much about either— does anyone have any tips, advice, or general thoughts on such methods or other potential painless methods? thank you, i sincerely appreciate it:)

 

[sheleftme1]

Honestly there are no tips anyone that is alive can give you… SI is the biggest hurdle for everyone. I've had 100s of attempts with hanging… I tried charcoal in my car but the smoke was difficult to deal with even though I followed the instructions. I drank 10 bottles of visine and tried to OD Benadryl and a lot of other otc stuff… I starved myself and didn't drink any fluids for a month… some things are easy to do because you don't fully get that immediate response to save yourself… like when I tried to drown myself I fought to live because of the immediate sense of pain or fear… but when I took the meds I wasn't immediately reacting to that for some reason… there aren't any how tos that will give you the instinct to do it.

 

[Suicidе]

Partial hanging is personally comfortable and minimal in pain. https://web.archive.org/web/20211123040828/https://suicide.wiki/w/Hanging#Partial_suspension

 

[Scythe]

There are a lot of documentation on SN, should be pinned somewhere in the top of suicide discussion. Other than that, maybe hope for N to be avaliable again?

 

[FuneralCry]

Failing ctb sounds so horrible to me but it's true that overdosing isn't recommended as a reliable suicide method anyway, I'm not surprised that they all failed. But there is a suicide resource complination on here where there is method information and once you have a few more posts you will be able to access the search function, so you can search for method information. Those two methods you mentioned already have a thread in the suicide resource compilation but anyway I wish you the best with your plans.

 

[Vizzy]

Honestly there are no tips anyone that is alive can give you… SI is the biggest hurdle for everyone. I've had 100s of attempts with hanging… I tried charcoal in my car but the smoke was difficult to deal with even though I followed the instructions. I drank 10 bottles of visine and tried to OD Benadryl and a lot of other otc stuff… I starved myself and didn't drink any fluids for a month… some things are easy to do because you don't fully get that immediate response to save yourself… like when I tried to drown myself I fought to live because of the immediate sense of pain or fear… but when I took the meds I wasn't immediately reacting to that for some reason… there aren't any how tos that will give you the instinct to do it.

Sorry you have to go through this, hope you get peace

check out nitrogen exit bag very peaceful and success if done right, why you didn't look into that?

There are a lot of documentation on SN, should be pinned somewhere in the top of suicide discussion. Other than that, maybe hope for N to be avaliable again?

Even N become available, it will be gone soon and seller will be stopped asap

Many pharma are not manufacturing N anymore and it is a old drug with minimal use, as time goes it will be totally out of market

N is even hard to get in dark web!