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luvf8dexxs

New Member
May 18, 2023
1
I turned 27 today.. 27 on the 27th... really just wanting to get my ticket and ctb. In the mean time isolating trying to keep my composure
 
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Seven Threads

Seven Threads

Iterator
Mar 5, 2023
115
Hello there. Happy unhappy birthday, I guess? This doesn't seem like a particularly pleasant occasion for you. Any specific reason for that, or is it just birthdays/getting older/being alive in general?
 
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lilacphobic

New Member
Feb 2, 2023
4
Happy birthday dear <3 Do you want someone to talk to? We can text. What's your dream birthday gift?
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,854
It's really understandable just wishing to be free from this horrible world, I personally hate what birthdays represent which is another year sadly spent trapped here, I dread to think of what lies ahead and it's so awful to me the thought of ageing and suffering in the process. I hope that you eventually find the freedom that you search for as I get that it's tiring having to endure existence when you just want to be gone.
 
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TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
7,355
Yeah, each birthday nowadays for me is just another reminder of another year of unnecessary suffering and potentially worse suffering later down the road. Anyways, I hope you find peace in the future.
 
loserr

loserr

annoyed
May 26, 2023
26
It really sucks to feel like that on your only golden birthday. Hope you find a way out.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,209
Happy birthday! I can understand and know it from my own feelings since years, when a birthday isn't the "best day of the year" when you are reminded that another painful year full of agony is behind you and the next year is ahead with no easy solution is to be expected.
 

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