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Yeah..aborted mission will go for it again later the next night. Should be better since pills are prepared. The filling the capsules took a while and messes with nerves a lot.
looking at the pills sent jitters thru my spine. I really hope things go as planned for u tomorrow or next time u try my friend. Would have loved to have u here longer though. Hugs
 
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I wish you nothing but relief and peace from your pain.
 
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Yeah..aborted mission will go for it again later the next night. Should be better since pills are prepared. The filling the capsules took a while and messes with nerves a lot.

How goes it tonight? Are you planning to take your pills later?
 
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How goes it tonight? Are you planning to take your pills later?
Thinking i might. It's weird because i'm not in a deppresed mode or anything. Maybe that's why si kicks in. Need to do it when im feeling like shit. Which is usually all the time but i've been chill for a few days.
 
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Thinking i might. It's weird because i'm not in a deppresed mode or anything. Maybe that's why si kicks in. Need to do it when im feeling like shit. Which is usually all the time but i've been chill for a few days.

I fucking hate that feeling. Where you're all prepped for your SN, and then because you know it's going to be over soon, it kind of makes your mood better? That's how it's been for me in the past at least... the 48hr regime is a bitch like that.
 
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I fucking hate that feeling. Where you're all prepped for your SN, and then because you know it's going to be over soon, it kind of makes your mood better? That's how it's been for me in the past at least... the 48hr regime is a bitch like that.
Yeah the whole planning thing ruins it. My last attempt was just random and out of the blue no plan and no si kick in
 
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Please helpme...How to get SN capsules...I beg you people and am from IN
 
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Yeah the whole planning thing ruins it. My last attempt was just random and out of the blue no plan and no si kick in

Random tends to not work though. So now your 20+ pills are ready but you're not sure you can swallow them?
 
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Capsules only prevents the bad taste, there is downside witch is slower absorption,without capsules unconsciousness occur in 12 minutes,with capsules 1 hour.
Capsules does not prevent you from vomiting
Thank you for clarifying this. I have to admit that I was unsure about it.
 
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Yeah the whole planning thing ruins it. My last attempt was just random and out of the blue no plan and no si kick in

I see it the same way. I'd like to have an option I can use without committing 2 days in advance.

I hope you get the outcome you want.
 
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Stan

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The risk is yours but you could just do a stat dose an hour before
 
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i fricking hate the 2 day regimen
 
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Without having a real doctor giving a real opinion there are two schools of thought with the regimen. Dignitas who do this on an industrial scale give the antiemetic only once about an hour before the N
 
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I'm gonna attempt the next time i get in a shitty depressive mode. Shouldn't be to long. Pay day is tommorow so i can blow this money
 
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I'm gonna attempt the next time i get in a shitty depressive mode. Shouldn't be to long. Pay day is tommorow so i can blow this money

I'm around the same age and will be doing something similar. I would've already kicked it if not for a fat paycheck coming my way in november. I'm going to blow through it before I end it, likely in december and less likely in january.
 
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