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lostmyselflongago

New Member
Aug 9, 2024
4
First of all, how do you search on here? I saw a search feature when making this post, but my question was not answered.

Is there a genuinely painless and reliable way out? I am under the impression that OTC medication is too unreliable.

I'm too scared of doing something that will hurt like shooting myself or drowning.

But I can't do it anymore. How can I get access to pills that I can overdose on successfully? Someone on reddit told me that "there's a more successful and painless way if you can get access to an empty room", but then he deleted his whole thread without explaining.

I saw that supposedly there are some dark web markets that sell suicide pills, but I have a feeling this will just be a scam.

I am really desperate, please…
 
Themogger

Themogger

Why so serious?
Jul 23, 2024
241
I don't think there's a suicide pill unless they're referring to cyanide which is advised against. Not as fast as in the movie and very excruciating. If you're using a phone, the search bar should be under where your phone battery display is. Top right. Hopefully someone will link you to the recommended peaceful methods
 
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lostmyselflongago

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Aug 9, 2024
4
I don't think there's a suicide pill unless they're referring to cyanide which is advised against. Not as fast as in the movie and very excruciating. If you're using a phone, the search bar should be under where your phone battery display is. Top right. Hopefully someone will link you to the recommended peaceful methods
the lightning bolt? that's what I see under my battery. thank you for trying to help :)
 
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Steff1337

Steff1337

Autistic and schizophrenic, please be respectful
Jun 21, 2024
633
the lightning bolt? that's what I see under my battery. thank you for trying to help :)

You haven't posted enough to get access to search function. Once you contribute enough, you'll have access to the public chat as well.
 
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lostmyselflongago

New Member
Aug 9, 2024
4
You haven't posted enough to get access to search function. Once you contribute enough, you'll have access to the public chat as well.
oh okay, thank you. i'm just scared to post because i feel like i won't have any original content and it will get deleted for being redundant. sometimes i wonder if i just take a CRAZY amount of OTC pills, if that will work. like 100-500. but i read on alt suicide holiday that certain ones will make it so it takes like a week to die. i dont wanna suffer for a week
 
Steff1337

Steff1337

Autistic and schizophrenic, please be respectful
Jun 21, 2024
633
oh okay, thank you. i'm just scared to post because i feel like i won't have any original content and it will get deleted for being redundant. sometimes i wonder if i just take a CRAZY amount of OTC pills, if that will work. like 100-500. but i read on alt suicide holiday that certain ones will make it so it takes like a week to die. i dont wanna suffer for a week

You have plenty of threads here on how to CTB as peacefully as possible. All of us here recommend that that is the way if you wish to go.
 
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lostmyselflongago

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Aug 9, 2024
4
You have plenty of threads here on how to CTB as peacefully as possible. All of us here recommend that that is the way if you wish to go.
sorry what does CTB mean? :0
 
Necrosis

Necrosis

En bokstavelig bjørn som later som om han er menne
Feb 23, 2023
69
Whenever you figure out the search bar, you can filter by methods. There are method megathreads that you can explore to see which might be the best option for you
 

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