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“I’ve been digging my own grave for years”
- May 21, 2025
- 608
Today 07/25/25 marks ONE YEAR of me being
unemployed!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate it.
I hate being unemployed in a world that spits in the face of unemployed people.
I hate being apart of a system where its 10x harder to get a job when you're unemployed instead of employed (makes no fucking sense at all).
I hate living in a world where people state "money makes the world go round" then clutch their pearls when they hear someone is SUICIDAL BECAUSE THEY HAVE NO FUCKING MONEY.
I hate having to financially (damn sure not emotionally) rely on family members that raised me to be a sheltered idiot only to be upset that they have to deal with a sheltered idiot.
I hate the fact that I was fired from my job in the first place because I had to deal with supervisors in their fucking 60's who couldn't handle someone 40 years younger than them being better at them job wise.
I hate having to rely on government assistance programs that aim to keep people broke and barely scraping by. I rather kill myself than fill out another EBT application.
I hate the fact that even if I find another job, I could go through the EXACT SAME SHIT because thats what happens when the system never changes and the people just blindly adjust to it. Then again not everyone can be successful and financially comfortable under capitalism
.
I hate it……I hate being trapped like this.
unemployed!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate it.
I hate being unemployed in a world that spits in the face of unemployed people.
I hate being apart of a system where its 10x harder to get a job when you're unemployed instead of employed (makes no fucking sense at all).
I hate living in a world where people state "money makes the world go round" then clutch their pearls when they hear someone is SUICIDAL BECAUSE THEY HAVE NO FUCKING MONEY.
I hate having to financially (damn sure not emotionally) rely on family members that raised me to be a sheltered idiot only to be upset that they have to deal with a sheltered idiot.
I hate the fact that I was fired from my job in the first place because I had to deal with supervisors in their fucking 60's who couldn't handle someone 40 years younger than them being better at them job wise.
I hate having to rely on government assistance programs that aim to keep people broke and barely scraping by. I rather kill myself than fill out another EBT application.
I hate the fact that even if I find another job, I could go through the EXACT SAME SHIT because thats what happens when the system never changes and the people just blindly adjust to it. Then again not everyone can be successful and financially comfortable under capitalism
.I hate it……I hate being trapped like this.
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