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Leisesyn

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Mar 31, 2023
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I only have 1 month left for my planned ctb. I thought of leaving a note since I planned to go missing first and then execute my method in a peaceful forest. How should I write it and where should I write it?
 
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JeanLucPicard

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You could always send a delayed e-mail to someone, not scheduling it to be delivered until well after you pass.
 
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Loooray

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I only have 1 month left for my planned ctb. I thought of leaving a note since I planned to go missing first and then execute my method in a peaceful forest. How should I write it and where should I write it?
It doesn't matter where and how you write it. What matters is that you are in peace with yourself once you leave your final thoughts to however you leave your note to.

Say what you always wanted to say but had no courage to, your feelings, your fears, worries. I cross my fingers for you.
 
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Leisesyn

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You could always send a delayed e-mail to someone, not scheduling it to be delivered until well after you pass.
That is a great idea. that is better than writing in a peace of paper easy to be found. I also prefer to prepare days before so I wont be saying "oh I cannot die now I still need to prepare blahblah". So yeah thanks for the idea.

and for the reason that I will be leaving a note even though I won't be having feelings no more after ctb is that I want them to know the reason why I choose to leave and not think of my death as an accident since my method is more likely to be identified as an accident than a suicide.
 
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You could always send a delayed e-mail to someone, not scheduling it to be delivered until well after you pass.
This is what I've been doing whenever I have thoughts or reasons or questions I think a few people would want answered.
I just email them to myself as sort of an autobiography. Leave my pw when I'm gone. My effort not to leave people wonder why I guess. And to let them know I am at ease.
 
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Tuurngait

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On the email front, I'd say mark it as 'important' or something... just so it doesn't get lost amongst other emails - would be unfortunate.
 
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JeanLucPicard

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On the email front, I'd say mark it as 'important' or something... just so it doesn't get lost amongst other emails - would be unfortunate.

Or, if you don't mind getting the police involved, send it to them.
 
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