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[bluegodism]

if everything goes well i'm going to ctb on the 22nd. i'm going to post a goodbye thread that is already prepared minutes before drinking sn.

until now without fear of death or anything like that. i've never been so calm, so happy. i just need to get my sn and buy the meto (i'm going to do it all on the same day, tomorrow).

that said, i'm just a little worried about the effect of my death on the person i love.. but i don't think there is a way to prepare her since she has been aware of this since the first day we spoke.

 

[Unattainable666]

if everything goes well i'm going to ctb on the 22nd. i'm going to post a goodbye thread that is already prepared minutes before drinking sn.

until now without fear of death or anything like that. i've never been so calm, so happy. i just need to get my sn and buy the meto (i'm going to do it all on the same day, tomorrow).

that said, i'm just a little worried about the effect of my death on the person i love.. but i don't think there is a way to prepare her since she has been aware of this since the first day we spoke.

I'm a bit green with envy. I wish there was one person who would remember me or miss me - I know this is ridiculously stupid, but its how I feel and I've always been safe saying how i feel here. I will be ctb soon also. I know my method is 100% foolproof so I want to be sure. No doubts - no turning back. Might I ask what brought you to this decision (if I'm overstepping my bounds please accept my apologies). I wish you nothing but peace.

 

[bluegodism]

I'm a bit green with envy. I wish there was one person who would remember me or miss me - I know this is ridiculously stupid, but its how I feel and I've always been safe saying how i feel here. I will be ctb soon also. I know my method is 100% foolproof so I want to be sure. No doubts - no turning back. Might I ask what brought you to this decision (if I'm overstepping my bounds please accept my apologies). I wish you nothing but peace.

this decision is mainly motivated by my desire to no longer live with resistant depression and my other disorders (DID, ADHD, GAD, autism + i physically have fibromyalgia).

i do not want to suffer anymore. i no longer feel any desire to live.

 

[Unattainable666]

this decision is mainly motivated by my desire to no longer live with resistant depression and my other disorders (DID, ADHD, GAD, autism + i physically have fibromyalgia).

i do not want to suffer anymore. i no longer feel any desire to live.

I am so sorry for your pain and understand. I wish you peace and love. I will be thinking of you.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find freedom from your suffering, best of luck.

 

[Dliena]

I wish you a peaceful and painfree CTB.

 

[Princess_Kitty]

I hope you find peace and best wishes to you

 

[Unknown21]

Hoping u all the best, i likely will join u this year with the same method.

 

[Readytogo246]

I wish you a release from suffering.