un.exist
peace welcomes with a grip of ice
- Dec 25, 2025
- 114
It's the depression, probably.
I can no longer see it. Why does it matter so much? iphone 15 , iphone 18 or whatever. This car, that newer car....those designer items...ridiculously giant houses, trendy this and that, learn these skills and multiple more, phd of this and that, masters..., be productive, chase dreams and whatnot, more of this and more of that
I don't get it anymore. I don't .
What's the point of it all? I can't feel happiness, desire, motivation or excitement for anything.
I swear everything feels colorless
I feel so alienated
I can no longer see it. Why does it matter so much? iphone 15 , iphone 18 or whatever. This car, that newer car....those designer items...ridiculously giant houses, trendy this and that, learn these skills and multiple more, phd of this and that, masters..., be productive, chase dreams and whatnot, more of this and more of that
I don't get it anymore. I don't .
What's the point of it all? I can't feel happiness, desire, motivation or excitement for anything.
I swear everything feels colorless
I feel so alienated
