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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
cassie
Discussion is death the end
Replies
30
Views
2K
BeijaFlor
BeijaFlor
LifeIsASadist
Venting Finally completely losing my belief in a god helped me gain the will to CTB
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5
Views
439
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
apearl
  • Question
question about gun laws in the US?
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1
Views
374
Grumpy Frog
Grumpy Frog
darksouls2kicksass
Help To wait or to buy??
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8
Views
663
SVEN
SVEN
synthetic_suicide
N in South-East Asia
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7
Views
582
k1w1
K
kinoki
Venting Help
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1
Views
320
Endofpain
Endofpain
R
Discussion i dont know how i feel about this website
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36
Views
2K
JesiBel
JesiBel
moonlight2.0
Discussion Ctb and survival instinct
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7
Views
552
LifeIsASadist
LifeIsASadist
restingplace
Discussion Envious of friends suicide
Replies
3
Views
588
martinso67
M
Green eyed girl
Witness
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0
Views
316
Green eyed girl
Green eyed girl
R
This is it, for good
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2
Views
411
FadingSnowFake
FadingSnowFake
H
SN and travel
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0
Views
242
happier than ever
H
Afterglow
i wish it was easier to commit.
Replies
7
Views
561
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
cantThinkOfName
Wainhouse Tower UK, West Yorkshire
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3
Views
606
cantThinkOfName
cantThinkOfName
B
Help Life Insurance
Replies
6
Views
558
Peter Skellern
P
G
Venting Feeling of peace
Replies
1
Views
517
happier than ever
H
ParalyzedVeteran
Do you feel the need to go home to CTB but that place is long gone?
Replies
1
Views
237
sadalways
sadalways
H
  • Question
SN - what can happen if things go wrong
Replies
26
Views
2K
NitrogenAfternoon
NitrogenAfternoon
Cheesecake
Venting How come my loved ones dont make me change my mind?
Replies
2
Views
622
niki wonoto
N
ambivalent_thespian
craving bad connection
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3
Views
313
ambivalent_thespian
ambivalent_thespian
M
Ive made my decision
Replies
5
Views
429
Lish
Lish
SchrodingerIsDed
Venting Pissed off. SN purity tests all failed on all batches
Replies
10
Views
1K
Intoxicated
Intoxicated
H
undetectable - how to
Replies
6
Views
773
happier than ever
H
Pryras
Has anyone decided to become a live kidney donor?
Replies
4
Views
330
sadalways
sadalways
StrawberryRed
Psychotic Depression
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2
Views
489
newstart2000
newstart2000
R
Help Sn method update
Replies
3
Views
1K
SchrodingerIsDed
SchrodingerIsDed
MicahBell
Venting im just so bored of life.
Replies
3
Views
588
kosmischerunfall
kosmischerunfall
C
  • Question
what if the package is opened by costums?
Replies
1
Views
342
SchrodingerIsDed
SchrodingerIsDed
Darkover
Venting Life is the cruelest prison in the universe
Replies
2
Views
426
Forever Sleep
F
rotten
Venting I’m afraid
Replies
1
Views
485
8leveloquenfrn4evr8
8
opheliaoveragain
Venting I just want it to be over.
Replies
24
Views
1K
DOHARDTHINGS24
D
cylus46
Venting I wish friends cared about me the way i do them
Replies
7
Views
691
8leveloquenfrn4evr8
8
Mooncry
Venting I wish no one loved me
Replies
0
Views
554
Mooncry
Mooncry
BecomingTired
Venting Almost illegible vent
Replies
2
Views
450
uchuunekoko
uchuunekoko
I
Help POV You Ordered from DMC on your first try!
Replies
27
Views
3K
cpampaspt
C
P
Has anyone that not American managed to pay DMC by Amazon giftcard?
Replies
0
Views
222
purplesky9
P
P
Help HEROIN OD questions
Replies
12
Views
2K
ovaltinee99
O
5karlet
anyone else in limbo?
Replies
18
Views
846
WhiskeySolstice
WhiskeySolstice
I
Venting I hate Myself
Replies
2
Views
642
Ilovetoomuch
I
C
Help SN - Alchohol and Other questions
Replies
1
Views
330
hellworldprincess
hellworldprincess
Gstreater
Venting [TW:SH] My thigh is sensitive to the touch now
Replies
1
Views
379
VisionW0lf
V
RegretedFeeling
Jump video I saw on Facebook just now
Replies
4
Views
430
StrawberryRed
StrawberryRed
Lo$t95
Discussion Is it pathetic I am using Grok to destress before CTB? Really fucked up atm… Thoughts on not leaving a note?
Replies
6
Views
363
Lo$t95
Lo$t95
J
Discussion suicide note
Replies
9
Views
677
hereornot
hereornot
KillingPain267
Method Is it possible to have a rope ready and tied in mind bag, and then whenever by pass by a sturdy branch crawl up and lower myself from it
Replies
1
Views
285
Worndown
Worndown
KillingPain267
Venting What could be the worst outcome if I OD on opioids, benzos and booze but don't die?
Replies
7
Views
633
SchrodingerIsDed
SchrodingerIsDed
Christian5483
Is there anyone else here who want to ctb because of love?
Replies
20
Views
1K
2minutes2ctb
2
Vizzy
Goodbye Thread - CTB Today
Replies
229
Views
44K
anonymousperson
A
squidsponge
Getting hit by a car method
Replies
12
Views
1K
dark archon
dark archon
CTB Dream
Venting no way
Replies
1
Views
471
DeathSleep
DeathSleep
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