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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
Groundhog_Day
Comparative suffering / emotional invalidation
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2
Views
501
Apathy79
Apathy79
M
Venting No one is coming to save me
Replies
6
Views
800
cemeteryismyhome
cemeteryismyhome
xhelx
Is there anyone from this forum who ctbed that you still miss?
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9
Views
842
DOHARDTHINGS24
D
Darkover
Venting How many people would just leave if life came with a simple on off switch
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21
Views
1K
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
RoseGirl
Venting Endless Longing
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11
Views
2K
Griever
Griever
X
any Thai people here? or neighboring countries
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1
Views
307
User7529
U
B
does our brain produce a dmt trip after we die?
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3
Views
565
Forveleth
F
ryders
Venting I look disgusting
Replies
6
Views
749
ForeverLonely82
ForeverLonely82
Like_the_Angel
Help Advice
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2
Views
454
Like_the_Angel
Like_the_Angel
quietly_gone
Venting why was I born in this family
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13
Views
1K
notreallybored
N
I
Non members
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15
Views
1K
bob55
B
eggsausagerice
Venting Self harm
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14
Views
2K
eggsausagerice
eggsausagerice
Q
Help Help with eebd hood connections
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11
Views
1K
k1w1
K
E
Help and support
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13
Views
681
k1w1
K
T
  • Question
Help EEBD hood source
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1
Views
908
k1w1
K
S
Bath tub method
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2
Views
806
Silver1
S
E
Amitriptyline
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4
Views
730
Ariel1
A
M
Not sure on how to continue or to change method
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8
Views
2K
k1w1
K
J
thoughts
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1
Views
285
Kali_Yuga13
Kali_Yuga13
kittypanova
i think i just don’t want this anymore.
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4
Views
962
StupidCat
StupidCat
2
Venting venting out my love
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3
Views
848
StupidCat
StupidCat
other-ghost
Venting i don't like (?) love
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4
Views
813
StupidCat
StupidCat
F
Discussion 'Die before you die.'
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11
Views
1K
vitbar
vitbar
A
How to live in a world not designed for me
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9
Views
805
Aplev
A
artificialpasta
Discussion I'm less certain of pure materialism than I was before I rejoined the site
Replies
6
Views
611
Ashu
Ashu
Black Angel
Discussion Which way you gonna do with ctb?
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3
Views
757
Ariel1
A
S
Help SN and Meto
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0
Views
408
Solongthx4theshoes
S
X
someone said you can test your SN by adding some blood to it, and if it turns brown fast, then the SN is good... is that true?
Replies
6
Views
795
hereornot
hereornot
popbob
Help ativan / lorazepam
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0
Views
260
popbob
popbob
celskits
Method Any way I can overdose with accessible medicine?
Replies
3
Views
703
Jisatsu
Jisatsu
montanatype
Help How long can SN be diluted in water?
Replies
0
Views
362
montanatype
montanatype
AAE
Very sick individual need a plan to CTB before march-april 2025
Replies
28
Views
6K
Xiaojiu
Xiaojiu
Cyagangy
  • Question
Have you considered that you're already dead after your first attempt?
Replies
12
Views
1K
Cyagangy
Cyagangy
twistedtransistor47
Dont feel like I was meant for Earth
Replies
10
Views
614
Still here
S
montanatype
Help Risperidone for SI
Replies
0
Views
286
montanatype
montanatype
J
Venting calming violent thoughts
Replies
0
Views
301
JudasWolverton
J
J
Venting waking up
Replies
0
Views
336
JudasWolverton
J
LifeIsASadist
Story Anyone else here who is suicidal because of strict parents?
Replies
8
Views
1K
SleepyTransit
SleepyTransit
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
Documentary of a mother who helped her daughter with CFS to die
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8
Views
1K
evanescent_eva
evanescent_eva
daze
Story Sunk cost fallacy: My experience of lesbianism, suicidality, and recovery
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6
Views
1K
other-ghost
other-ghost
P
How to overcome survival instinct?
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10
Views
2K
Pale_Rider
Pale_Rider
ringo99
  • Question
Do you believe that modern life is designed to break people down?
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1
Views
318
.twilight.girl.
.twilight.girl.
Caribbean Sky
  • Question
Help Size of SN when you bought it?
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3
Views
791
Caribbean Sky
Caribbean Sky
Hagi_Im
Method Whipped cream, bag and mask
Replies
51
Views
7K
apict
apict
FoxSauce
Maybe write a letter
Replies
3
Views
358
ringo99
ringo99
AnimusLapsus
Venting Barren desolation. Abysmal Heartache.
Replies
2
Views
417
Tombs_in_your_eyes
Tombs_in_your_eyes
Groundhog_Day
Not consenting to lifesaving surgery
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6
Views
782
dust-in-the-wind
dust-in-the-wind
Sakura.
I've never received any compassion in my whole life...
Replies
4
Views
830
FoxSauce
FoxSauce
justanotherhuman237
Venting Evil. This world is evil and nothing more. How are we expected to live in a world like this?
Replies
10
Views
1K
FoxSauce
FoxSauce
J
mania from a sudden wave of hope.
Replies
2
Views
412
cemeteryismyhome
cemeteryismyhome
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