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Suicide Discussion

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Dino_flower
Venting Life is harder to leave when you have someone to lose.
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1
Views
486
Apathy79
Apathy79
Alexandra_
Today I ordered my SN, hurray!
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29
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4K
Alexandra_
Alexandra_
prettyclam
Why do POC not care about abuse or mental health
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19
Views
2K
Dino_flower
Dino_flower
realismangel
Venting Seeing loved ones before CTB
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1
Views
549
25dRvS9Ka
25dRvS9Ka
16thsatirist
Venting at what point did your friends start leaving you out?
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7
Views
700
Britney Spears
Britney Spears
T
  • Question
Thinking through some details
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0
Views
484
TBONTB
T
HumanoidMonster
Venting You can cut the tension with a knife.
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9
Views
946
HumanoidMonster
HumanoidMonster
xomoon
Venting Back in the ED yet again
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0
Views
411
xomoon
xomoon
Greyhawk
Personality disorders and suicide
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19
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1K
Greyhawk
Greyhawk
B
Anyone wants to die because of loneliness but would want to live if helped and daily comfort ?
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35
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2K
painfully
P
cicada6865
Method Will CTB once SN clears customs!
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9
Views
2K
darksouls
darksouls
Darkover
Venting Enslaved in hell
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3
Views
746
Ligottian
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holyhorse
Venting too broke to get SN and other stuff
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23
Views
2K
Haibane-renmei-reki
Haibane-renmei-reki
DaisiesRegrets
Venting "you have so much left to live for"
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15
Views
1K
Ligottian
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usernamesarehard
Discussion Does ctb give anyone else purpose
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0
Views
508
usernamesarehard
usernamesarehard
TheVanishingPoint
  • Poll
Method If you had access only to these methods — among the most accessible and concrete in reality — which one would you choose for yourself?
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21
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2K
knickknack81
K
itssoover21
Discussion How does one get over the grief
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5
Views
613
itssoover21
itssoover21
C
Verapamil sustained release vs immediate release ?
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0
Views
335
celtistan
C
LastDayOnEarth
Venting Why is it so hard for people to accept that some people were meant to live a bad life?
Replies
7
Views
800
bankai
bankai
A
This month must be the end.
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4
Views
366
bankai
bankai
H
Is it supposed to get better?
Replies
1
Views
458
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
PerfectNothing.
Venting Having suicidal thoughts but family keeps judging
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6
Views
444
@araxy
@araxy
snooperdooper
I can't help but justify this suffering with Hell
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0
Views
391
snooperdooper
snooperdooper
T
Venting My childhood hometown got bombed
Replies
12
Views
1K
textmewhenyourehome
T
Unrecognizable7
Help A couple of questions
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2
Views
552
SchizoPolyGymnast
SchizoPolyGymnast
Fadeaway_bankz
Venting Having children is very stupid, selfish, pointless, unfair, illogical, unethical, and unreasonable!
Replies
50
Views
4K
damienlerone03
damienlerone03
M
Help How do I get through the last stretch?
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9
Views
974
Mayfly
M
DrinkingInHell
Venting I can’t remember when I last felt joy.
Replies
3
Views
470
_Gollum_
_Gollum_
cciro
Venting brain optimism sucks.
Replies
1
Views
363
zixd
Z
A
Venting Not traumatized enough to have thoughts of ctb
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4
Views
597
LamisAgha
LamisAgha
notrealzel
Venting I think I’ve reached my lowest (not even my attempt/hospitalization was this bad)
Replies
3
Views
745
Hollowman
H
T
Discussion Who else feels since covid things have significantly gotten worse
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10
Views
552
FoxSauce
FoxSauce
museumofthunder
I want to die but also not?
Replies
2
Views
546
kitkat9234
K
asphyxiangel
the fear of the unknown
Replies
9
Views
1K
kitkat9234
K
A
Involuntary Hold
Replies
5
Views
423
LeavingEarly
LeavingEarly
schizoWolf
CTB tonight
Replies
29
Views
2K
kitkat9234
K
Zyntkalla
Help Looking for information.
Replies
3
Views
365
Zyntkalla
Zyntkalla
littleearthquakes
No one should have to live like this and I'm so alone
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10
Views
1K
Hollowman
H
T
Sweet spot and megsthread
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1
Views
540
Anonymousa
Anonymousa
Defenestration
SN Protocol on 1 day ??? please correct me
Replies
14
Views
2K
Defenestration
Defenestration
KillingPain267
Venting I am happy today because my antiemetics from an online pharmacy for the SN method arrived
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3
Views
1K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
Q
Venting ramble
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1
Views
235
Gurbangulite
Gurbangulite
ravenx
NSFW Sleeping pills method?
Replies
3
Views
571
Forveleth
F
caliban
Help Getting a DNR/ DNI order in Switzerland
Replies
4
Views
601
Echo
Echo
SomewhereAlongThe
I'm really gonna do this...
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0
Views
456
SomewhereAlongThe
SomewhereAlongThe
W
Discussion Unpopular take: It's impossible to CTB
Replies
20
Views
2K
white_car
W
I
How long would it take to create a suicide kit(SN method) in India starting from zero?
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2
Views
442
iwanttodie019
I
iwashere
CTB right nowwww omg
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19
Views
1K
iwashere
iwashere
M
Mixing methods
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10
Views
1K
Worndown
Worndown
kiro__
Spirits
Replies
5
Views
457
Zyntkalla
Zyntkalla
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