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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Discussion What was it like?
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10
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898
Carrot
Carrot
Droso
Venting Distorted self image.
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1
Views
407
Droso
Droso
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Method Anyone randomly switching between CTB vs utter disbelief how that could be on your mind?
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5
Views
713
PrismHon
PrismHon
evilnkaa
I FUCKING HATE MYSELF
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6
Views
514
SoulWhisperer
SoulWhisperer
V
Venting loser life
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1
Views
548
SchizoPolyGymnast
SchizoPolyGymnast
R
Thank you for existing SS
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2
Views
357
Praestat_Mori
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toyu
Venting I am completely useless.
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1
Views
469
VoidButterfly
VoidButterfly
N
Story Had to leave my country and realized I moved into hell
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5
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1K
SuicideKurt
SuicideKurt
RestlessTaiga
Venting Lack of purpose
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2
Views
382
SchizoPolyGymnast
SchizoPolyGymnast
synthcadia
Venting i’m done.
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3
Views
700
synthcadia
synthcadia
fallingbehind
Venting Bulimia is useless
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4
Views
337
Raindancer
Raindancer
anonym167
Guilt trip to not kill yourself
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3
Views
923
Ariel1
A
Darkover
Venting No kind or sane being would enter into this world willingly, given how it treats the vulnerable.
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1
Views
252
HighFlight
HighFlight
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Is %99.95 industrial grade nitrogen good for exit bag?
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3
Views
351
ocean2200reef
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moya117
Help how to convince my psychiatrist that i need to change meds
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12
Views
792
moya117
moya117
moya117
already an adult and im still scared when my mom is not at home
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4
Views
620
The Morningstar
The Morningstar
iwannabemyself
Living for revenge
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3
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829
Crow_88
Crow_88
rainbowunicorn
Making plans for my nonexistent future is like building a house with a shaky foundation.
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15
Views
1K
lamy's sacred sleep
lamy's sacred sleep
iwannabemyself
It’s better to burn out than to fade away
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4
Views
873
Crow_88
Crow_88
R
Message to my future self
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2
Views
326
Big_Eal
Big_Eal
L
Stuck between rock and hard place
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1
Views
290
Crow_88
Crow_88
2
Venting some of us are just not made for happiness
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4
Views
654
plycaract937
plycaract937
A
Partial hanging
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2
Views
382
wham311
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TAW122
Resource Found an video and thread regarding personal autonomy and expansion of eligibility criteria of assisted dying
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3
Views
812
J&L383
J
CTB Dream
Venting me no me
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2
Views
547
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
RainAndSadness
Let's talk about harassment towards a SaSu member.
Replies
42
Views
7K
Pale_Rider
Pale_Rider
X
Venting the freedom that suicide brings, is so liberating and wonderful
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9
Views
867
Mircea
Mircea
LavĂ­nia
Venting The best
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1
Views
453
bankai
bankai
deepsweetdiver
Mini attempts??
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10
Views
639
xoxo24
xoxo24
7
Discussion Anyone else not want to die but there is no alternative?
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7
Views
515
BRAINWORMS
BRAINWORMS
H
I'm officially killing myself this summer!
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6
Views
990
bankai
bankai
happysunnydayy
Discussion For those horribly abused by parents since childhood into adulthood, how are you holding up now?
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25
Views
1K
Ligottian
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FeatheredCrab
Venting If it was not for food, I'd kill myself.
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5
Views
778
bankai
bankai
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Help Taping a plastic over head
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9
Views
874
plastic
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rainbowunicorn
Nothing good is gonna come from staying alive.
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7
Views
895
Pale_Rider
Pale_Rider
xhelx
I randomly got meto
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6
Views
741
Romanticize
Romanticize
O
SN Puke
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5
Views
828
Romanticize
Romanticize
Jisatsu
Discussion What was your sign that made you want to ctb?
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4
Views
314
bankai
bankai
FireFox
I wish I was selfish and incapable of feeling love, I would be happier
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4
Views
421
yxmux
yxmux
B
Do you know if N is still obtainable these days?
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4
Views
845
DeadManLiving
DeadManLiving
S
Using Argon to CTB
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6
Views
1K
DeadManLiving
DeadManLiving
Nightglimmer
Amphetamines + molly
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2
Views
298
Daxter777
Daxter777
U
Any tips on using one's car (carbon monoxide) to CTB?
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10
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1K
DeadManLiving
DeadManLiving
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Will small air gaps in the trunk of a vehicle allow carbon monoxide to escape?
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10
Views
990
NegevChina
NegevChina
DivineSpark
To be honest. I dont want to feel like this.
Replies
2
Views
270
Pale_Rider
Pale_Rider
supremacyofdeath
Method Carbon monoxide poisoning inside vehicle
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3
Views
774
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
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Experience sourcing Fentanyl online?
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9
Views
906
hiitsme
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Question SN
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1
Views
411
tung tung sahur
tung tung sahur
G
SN unaccessible in the US?
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0
Views
413
ghost5555
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jifscrater
Venting venting about my life before i go
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2
Views
566
FadingSnowFake
FadingSnowFake
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