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Suicide Discussion

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batmanreal
Venting sn or wait for gun
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5
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930
marksofdespair
marksofdespair
LackOfDetermination
Story I guess a little theorizing about my problems (warning, attempted child murder [on me] is mentioned)
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0
Views
484
LackOfDetermination
LackOfDetermination
marksofdespair
Can't stop thinking about failed attempt
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0
Views
389
marksofdespair
marksofdespair
Sleipnir95
Partial hanging
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0
Views
450
Sleipnir95
Sleipnir95
lunar02102009
Venting Walking alone in the night , during the "festival" season . Maybe do mind reading this dumbass sob story
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6
Views
901
lunar02102009
lunar02102009
RyuuW
Help SN in Brazil?
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1
Views
680
coldlittleheart
C
R
Venting I pussied out!!! 😭😭😭😡😡😡
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5
Views
800
wilderwein
W
rayyy
Would this kill me?
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8
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1K
NearlyIrrelevantCake
NearlyIrrelevantCake
Ratz
  • Question
Help Help with methods
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2
Views
413
Anonymousa
Anonymousa
A
failed attempt on sodium azide
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9
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2K
Nowhereinparticular
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O
Method Hello. I think I need direct(?) assistance with the SN method.
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5
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2K
Nowhereinparticular
N
W
Discussion Is using old SN safe?
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16
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1K
Nowhereinparticular
N
JassieDusk
Quotes by Marilyn Monroe
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0
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254
JassieDusk
JassieDusk
S
its really stupid that medical euthanasia is basically only reserved for terminally ill
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5
Views
527
Knoc
Knoc
anonymous2025
Help Im a gay male in my mid 30s and this is it. I'm planning for tomorrow to ctb. At the latest Wednesday. I just want somebody to talk to.
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8
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1K
IronMed
I
P
Help hanging method
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4
Views
716
Terrible_Life
Terrible_Life
R
How would you travel by plane with N or SN on you
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5
Views
495
Xiaojiu
Xiaojiu
Michelstaedter
Story Is your idea about the CTB unalterable?
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0
Views
607
Michelstaedter
Michelstaedter
A
Idk how much more I can take.
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0
Views
363
Astroboyfan1980
A
Sleeper System
Living As A Bum Im 2025
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6
Views
770
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
L
Introduction
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4
Views
389
_AllCatsAreGrey_
_AllCatsAreGrey_
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Venting Trapped at home/eternal suicide watch
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4
Views
722
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
O
Does anyone have a legit darknet benzo source?
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5
Views
700
ifihadnever
I
H
Discussion What kind of SN am I supposed to buy?
Replies
1
Views
284
Forveleth
F
DontTouchMeImFamous
Method What are ur opinions on this PPH homemade cyanide recipe?
Replies
19
Views
4K
Jello Biafra
J
J
Question for those in the know - does insulin for a non-diabetic make you lose consciousness? I could have a plastic bag do the heavy lifting...
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3
Views
724
Jello Biafra
J
D
Why isn’t carbon monoxide more popular
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19
Views
2K
Jello Biafra
J
Cry Baby <3
Venting just a vent ig
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2
Views
524
kissmegoodbye
kissmegoodbye
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How is the eebd inert gas method done? What do I need to buy for setup in the US
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3
Views
778
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
throwawayghm
Venting vent
Replies
4
Views
646
throwawayghm
throwawayghm
M
Venting Holding Out
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3
Views
573
TBONTB
T
B
Story The URGE is Strong
Replies
6
Views
875
sadsuif8765
S
sweetsweetsuicide
  • Question
Method Is there anything I can take that meet these requirements?
Replies
2
Views
470
GreaterThanLessThan
GreaterThanLessThan
diazepam23
Discussion Has anyone watched the Matt Knowles video of suicide?
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12
Views
1K
traingirl
traingirl
P
Help CTB opportunity in a couple days
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5
Views
752
peewee
P
NormallyNeurotic
Venting Birthdays already suck but this one really hurt
Replies
5
Views
719
MissAbyss
MissAbyss
calicocat07
Games
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0
Views
480
calicocat07
calicocat07
Sleeper System
Suicidal People Are Spoiled ™️
Replies
8
Views
892
LetMeOut67
LetMeOut67
sweetsweetsuicide
Venting My dad shouted at me for being mentally ill
Replies
6
Views
720
sanctionedusage
sanctionedusage
Michelstaedter
  • Locked
Discussion "Incelism" and CTB
Replies
24
Views
2K
Forever Sleep
F
naut
KN/Potassium Nitrite
Replies
9
Views
1K
Zerengin96
Z
V
Has anyone successfully ordered SN from the Russian CC source?
Replies
1
Views
398
eggsausagerice
eggsausagerice
D
Help me
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13
Views
1K
bgh3192
B
persepexa
I don’t know what to do
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2
Views
431
persepexa
persepexa
I
Saw a guide about survival instinct in suicide but now can't find it.
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2
Views
430
ifihadnever
I
loakms8
Discussion Best method for Malaysian?
Replies
2
Views
334
loakms8
loakms8
toxicwasteofspace
i am finally ctb on friday after years of nothing but misery
Replies
7
Views
1K
lunar02102009
lunar02102009
masochisticsorrow
Help Help!
Replies
0
Views
256
masochisticsorrow
masochisticsorrow
batmanreal
Venting no one knows me
Replies
2
Views
544
ManOfTheYear
ManOfTheYear
ImNotReal
Venting I can't just move out and I am fucking losing it
Replies
2
Views
777
loakms8
loakms8
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