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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Struggling with social anxiety...?
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8
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Outsider
Outsider
ilovecheerios
i want help but im scared
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10
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837
ilovecheerios
ilovecheerios
artificialpasta
If I could go back in time, I'd kill myself earlier
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34
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2K
faust
faust
suffocatingseraphim
Venting feeling too numb, but it might be my way out
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1
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610
faust
faust
akrasia
i hate myself so much
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5
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779
muffin222
muffin222
whereispeace
Feel like I'm just waiting to snap
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9
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733
muffin222
muffin222
Erase.myself
Ambivalent about CTB
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5
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741
faust
faust
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Bleeding out.
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7
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2K
Nohopeinhell
Nohopeinhell
Angel1234
Venting I really don’t understand life at all
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2
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665
miguel6565
miguel6565
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Curious (autopsy)
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10
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1K
rntmss
rntmss
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Discussion Decided against ctb after some long thinking
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14
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2K
Dreamcollege
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Alain
Is there really no human way to ctb?
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20
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2K
GoodPersonEffed
GoodPersonEffed
LivedAndNotLoved
Venting Obsession
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2
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560
faust
faust
BPDbitch
Discussion Do you want a funeral?
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60
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4K
Aman Sharma
Aman Sharma
LuzurPhagget
Discussion Anybody here "relapse?" Seen the glorious light!...and then come back over to the comfortable darkness?
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12
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1K
LuzurPhagget
LuzurPhagget
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Anyone else finds difficulties for workirng and/or studying while having ctb thoughts?
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13
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951
faust
faust
Crows
Got a shot of Risperdal today
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9
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897
Crows
Crows
K
There has to be something after
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77
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5K
ExitStageLeft
ExitStageLeft
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Jumping 25 feet whilst on MDMA
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5
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880
RedDEE
RedDEE
R
Discussion Would you trust anyone helping you CTB?
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27
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2K
Living sucks
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K
My Heaven
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2
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863
Blutsager
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T
Discussion Does anyone else get scared of dying when you're going to sleep?
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40
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2K
Polly
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Story how i got to this point
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11
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1K
littlemisssunshine
littlemisssunshine
Arvinneedstodie
Does anyone else struggle with health problems that doctors can't diagnose?
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57
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3K
Arvinneedstodie
Arvinneedstodie
TAW122
Response to "but you can't 100% guarantee it won't EVER get better" (and similar responses)
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17
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1K
TAW122
TAW122
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Help Full suspension stairway
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2
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757
Lady black
Lady black
Aleksandra
Venting it’s one of those nights.
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4
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714
Rockman
Rockman
itsamadworld
Story What is the point of life?
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8
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1K
Kumachan
K
TAW122
Venting The UW (University of Waterloo) campus police trying to bait student into a psych hold
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8
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1K
zherhk
zherhk
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Can't even get close with partial suspension hanging...
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3
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967
gabe
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TAW122
In response to "suicide is irrational/never rational" as well as what 'rational' means
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17
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1K
zherhk
zherhk
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Help Full suspension hanging
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0
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643
Vienrose
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LonelyHopelessDude
Method Is doing Seppuku a good choice ?
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44
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3K
Kumachan
K
Timetoleave
Hanging
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18
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2K
Walilamdzi
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Painless_end
Anyone know any Indian users of this site who have confirmed CTB
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6
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1K
Darkhaven
Darkhaven
E
Discussion Why do so many people kill themselves over a broken heart?
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76
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4K
Aman Sharma
Aman Sharma
autumnal
Help Has my previously strong SN now degraded?
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26
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3K
jgm63
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J
SN tonight :(
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51
Views
6K
BabyYoda
BabyYoda
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Discussion Utilizing several methods to ensure ctb?
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4
Views
685
jgm63
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watereyes
Method Hanging (full suspension) with Type E (French) extension cord
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0
Views
783
watereyes
watereyes
Hollow Point
I finally hit my breaking point
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24
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2K
Brink
Brink
Trainwreck
Morphine Ativan dosage
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6
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1K
Trainwreck
Trainwreck
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Venting "You're so young, you've got your whole life ahead of you!"
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81
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5K
Notabadguy
Notabadguy
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Always being ignored
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16
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2K
Otter
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S
Looking for people to talk about how much this site has helped them
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14
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2K
SanJunipero1
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akrasia
is it possible that a book can make you depressed?
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2
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585
RedDEE
RedDEE
R
Discussion Is suicide justified?
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45
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3K
Starseedchip
Starseedchip
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Questions regarding hanging
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3
Views
936
theguineapigking
theguineapigking
Darkdreamer001
Discussion Anyone kind of Hoping to get the Coronavirus to ctb?
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98
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7K
Buffy5120
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hybridtheory
Venting covid
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7
Views
785
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