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Suicide Discussion

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Meditation guide
Does the covid-19 epidemic affect your decision to ctb?
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Philosykos
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Method It Will Be Tonight... I CTB.
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12
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Isadeth
Isadeth
Red87
Help Is sn legal to buy
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2
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680
Red87
Red87
ManWithNoName
Discussion in lieu of suicide note
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7
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874
ManWithNoName
ManWithNoName
BridgeJumper
Discussion The legit suicide attempt vs attention seeking attempt discourse
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27
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CarbonMonoxide
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What's the best thing about being alive
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65
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woxihuanni
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Discussion Isn't it cruel? I mean... Why?
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19
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1K
BridgeJumper
BridgeJumper
Bombasflower
Questions about SN
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2
Views
967
Bombasflower
Bombasflower
Philosykos
Venting Good morning
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1
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934
Saed
Saed
Anxious_Panda
Correct age to decide to die?
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23
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2K
BridgeJumper
BridgeJumper
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Venting Therapists
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12
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958
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BridgeJumper
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Accepting your mortality
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4
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585
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Next monday
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RL95
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Date pushed back
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5
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505
Stevenstevensteven
Stevenstevensteven
nigelhernandez
Discussion I'm going to attempt at the dentist
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6
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Saed
Saed
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Help Finding helium in France?
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4
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1K
sophie.zzz
sophie.zzz
Saed
Nothing Left
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22
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1K
Raminiki
Raminiki
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how many helium balloons in a car so u can get asphyxia ?
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8
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868
autumnal
autumnal
rikamonie
Help writing a legal will
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28
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1K
autumnal
autumnal
DeadD
Venting I don’t know what to do
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0
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555
DeadD
DeadD
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  • Locked
Breeders
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207
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12K
Deleted member 14573
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Csmith8827
Why don't we just IV or intravenously inject SN?
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70
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8K
autumnal
autumnal
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Can I change location?
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2
Views
574
Lost1804
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NothingElseMatters
why is hanging so difficult?
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14
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2K
Thin Chew
Thin Chew
sourcreamonion
Venting Parents that apologize and STILL make it your fault
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9
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1K
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
TheSoulless
Venting How am I supposed to enjoy life again?
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5
Views
723
dysfunctional
dysfunctional
fluxis
Vitamin C and SN
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7
Views
817
fluxis
fluxis
Tintypographer
Catching the bus tomorrow!
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19
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2K
Living sucks
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Question about SN storage
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2
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528
I want to end it
I
catsarecool
can't decide if I should leave notes for online friends
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7
Views
780
catsarecool
catsarecool
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Financial consequences of ctb to family?
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10
Views
809
GoodPersonEffed
GoodPersonEffed
KuRsAnI
Is it fine to not test my SN?
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44
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3K
Saed
Saed
K
Anyone here have anybody in your life who might be ok or even happy once you ctb?
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29
Views
982
Saed
Saed
B
Self encouraging ctb by self hatred
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4
Views
526
Thinking
Thinking
casctb
Venting Hate feeling like I have no choice
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0
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512
casctb
casctb
T
Method SN + Partial
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5
Views
699
AnxietyAttack44
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Method HeroinHeroin plugging OD
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0
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934
JellyDreams
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Notwinnernotawin
Venting When it seems like the right time to go...
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3
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493
Notwinnernotawin
Notwinnernotawin
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The suicidal person at the house party
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4
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1K
Ghassane
Ghassane
Life_and_Death
Discussion "that" moment
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8
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784
Life_and_Death
Life_and_Death
KuRsAnI
Paliperidone and vomitting
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2
Views
531
Giraffey
Giraffey
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Ctb today! Goodbye.
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29
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3K
JD8080
JD8080
alwayswannadiesometi
my SN arrives tomorrow
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0
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808
alwayswannadiesometi
alwayswannadiesometi
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Rethinking everything you done now and in the past?
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20
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1K
Postmortam
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catsarecool
Feeling happy and excited to CTB
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4
Views
689
FreddieQuell
FreddieQuell
MaisieWilliamsLover
Venting Being honest about your intentions and dealing with pro-lifers.
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8
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1K
MaisieWilliamsLover
MaisieWilliamsLover
Theregoesthatidea
Discussion Could one attempt to use deadly allergies to ctb?
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5
Views
618
Deleted member 19654
Deleted member 19654
K
Fentanyl
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5
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1K
Deleted member 14386
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WillOxyWork
Struggling with the Unknown
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16
Views
839
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
DeathIsTheWayOut99
Is there anyone that can relate to my story?
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2
Views
524
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
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