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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
BPDbitch
Venting I left SS. For all of 12 hours.
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18
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2K
SimplyTopHat
SimplyTopHat
SuicideBoys93
I'm getting a hotel for tonight.
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32
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3K
Ghost2211
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akrasia
Haven’t been diagnosed with any mental illness
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5
Views
647
akrasia
akrasia
HorribleFeelings1
Is there such thing as pro suicide people?
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39
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3K
SimplyTopHat
SimplyTopHat
F
Venting Newbie - I Suck
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17
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1K
Pan
P
T
Discussion Suicide music
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37
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3K
Mr2005
Mr2005
Jumper Geo
Interesting story from the US
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2
Views
714
faust
faust
mpnf
Discussion How many days before will you stop your medication to ctb and which ones are you on?
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5
Views
774
autumnal
autumnal
I
Discussion How many of you sometimes feel like in this way?
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9
Views
769
akrasia
akrasia
N
Discussion Perfect day to Jump?
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2
Views
629
colcol
colcol
hate_myself
Venting I don't belong
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9
Views
844
Largeletters
Largeletters
luna666
Help Involuntary vomit (SN)
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13
Views
997
one4all
one4all
Mustkeyknow
Help I am living in limbo and death seems to be my only escape
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6
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1K
Largeletters
Largeletters
Wizfix
Is cutting open your arm ineffective because you simply don't bleed out or because somebody finds you before you're dead?
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6
Views
922
Suez
Suez
l0sing
Venting It’s just getting worse
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8
Views
773
Largeletters
Largeletters
M
Canu add H to food ?
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3
Views
597
yetme
yetme
Largeletters
Venting No Solace...
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5
Views
641
Largeletters
Largeletters
L
SN and me mayb its time
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10
Views
1K
Jean4
Jean4
S
How we are supposed to live a life with so much self hatred?
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4
Views
724
Mr2005
Mr2005
T
Venting Unlike what everyone says, I want solutions, not empathy
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24
Views
2K
I_love_to_bake
I_love_to_bake
Fragile
Feels like i'm in the final stretch of my life
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8
Views
1K
voyager
voyager
IamAGhost
Assisted Suicide law passed in Germany
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3
Views
1K
Read123456788
R
U
Help Compra de nembutal
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3
Views
662
black br
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Aliali1992
Guilt over a loved one
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14
Views
762
reapandsow918
reapandsow918
N
Help SN without meto
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30
Views
4K
Indieblue
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Alcal
I Know It's Today- Goodbye Post
Replies
54
Views
5K
TheLastGoodbye
T
itsmeagain
Discussion What If You See Someone You Hate In The Afterlife (if there is one?!?!)
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30
Views
2K
Indieblue
I
brokerofsecrets
Final day here, goodbye everyone.
Replies
43
Views
5K
Pan
P
WhiskeyLulabuy
Venting Can’t wait to CTB
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4
Views
778
mpnf
mpnf
rolltheblunt
Resource A compilation of all the tests I’ve found run on carbon monoxide (charcoal burning method)
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3
Views
1K
Jumper Geo
Jumper Geo
revenge88
Cults and suicide
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0
Views
967
revenge88
revenge88
L
Discussion How badly will CTB effect those around me
Replies
7
Views
1K
Ljthagooon
L
R
Would a school science lab have SN?
Replies
1
Views
563
Lady black
Lady black
L
Venting A deep hole
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0
Views
530
Lifeiswildsuperwild
L
Alec
Venting I haven’t cried for 5 years
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3
Views
966
waterbottleman
waterbottleman
Mr2005
Poem
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0
Views
529
Mr2005
Mr2005
E
how to get metoclopramide
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11
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2K
Lifeiswildsuperwild
L
S
I’m totally fucked up but I can’t even cry
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10
Views
686
jrums
jrums
E
One item to replace antiemetic and antacid for SN method?
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2
Views
1K
Indieblue
I
U
Discussion About SN
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2
Views
594
TimeToBiteTheDust
T
Crushed_Innocence
Venting 2 More Weeks & NOTHING will be my fault.
Replies
6
Views
902
waterbottleman
waterbottleman
S
This song sums it all
Replies
1
Views
511
TimeToBiteTheDust
T
Jumper Geo
Total: 473 (members: 172, guests: 301) Why is there always more guests than members
Replies
27
Views
2K
Indieblue
I
N
Help H or F?
Replies
1
Views
939
seafarer
S
Mooshi
Is there anything you want to do before you ctb?
Replies
30
Views
2K
Mr2005
Mr2005
ClaireBear31
Making it look like a peaceful Accident ?
Replies
3
Views
856
NotWhatIExpected
N
T
Venting I need this cup
Replies
8
Views
1K
Lastravel
Lastravel
BPDbitch
Really want to jump tomorrow.
Replies
3
Views
680
faust
faust
S
Venting Am I being selfish?
Replies
10
Views
1K
Majin K.
Majin K.
Eren
Venting anxiety crisis due to insomnia
Replies
10
Views
862
Yomyom
Yomyom
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