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Suicide Discussion

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Infinite Conscious
Prices of various methods - SN, N, He, CO, guns, ropes
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6
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907
k75
k75
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How to get over fear of jumping?
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10
Views
771
dilapidatedMind
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R
Any songs to trigger suicidal thoughts??
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10
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2K
MrBigSad
MrBigSad
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What if death is not the end of this?
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35
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2K
Deleted member 22650
Deleted member 22650
please_kill_me
Help I cant ctb for him but i cant live either
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16
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1K
please_kill_me
please_kill_me
dec132013
Venting Somehow have never been in a relationship
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4
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525
AintNoWayOut
A
Painless_end
Difficulty of existence
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4
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558
AintNoWayOut
A
Deleted member 22650
I need a good excuse
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8
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915
k75
k75
Ardesevent
Discussion Do friendships and relationships feel hollow to you?
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15
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986
k75
k75
snowman626
  • Poll
anyone here (adults) still play with stuffed animals?
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28
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1K
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
LonelyDude15
I Have the House to Myself this Weekend
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8
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718
bluejane
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N
SN Preparation
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7
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679
NitrogenVacuum
N
U
Help What rope should I buy for partial and full suspension hanging?
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4
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2K
Deleted member 22650
Deleted member 22650
B
Darkness
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1
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931
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
iftheworldwasending
leaving family behind
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15
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848
dilapidatedMind
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Help Probably getting hospitalized soon
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3
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618
iDieUDie80
iDieUDie80
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Stranded in Mexico
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5
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596
bluejane
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Caspers
Venting Such a loser
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23
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1K
Heart Shards
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C
Discussion Your strangest reason for CTBing?
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113
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5K
Lilacmoon
Lilacmoon
S
Enough is enough
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15
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2K
Hopeindeath!
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Deleted member 22650
Anyone living in Canada ever got N from A?
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2
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590
Deleted member 22650
Deleted member 22650
Soulless Angel
Why is suicide so complicated for us?
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24
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1K
ARW3N
ARW3N
Painless_end
Are you functional or have been in the past
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26
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1K
RedFoxSwims
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purplesmoothie
Opiates
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44
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2K
checkouttime
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Deleted member 22650
About N order
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1
Views
497
Nymph
Nymph
HappyMstake
Discussion Anyone else having increasing dreams about suicide or death in general?
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17
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1K
StateOfMind
StateOfMind
S
The pain is unbearable
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5
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567
Soul
Soul
-Focusedarkness-
Help Advice would be really appreciated right now.
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8
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761
Rn110bg101
Rn110bg101
bov
Teardrops on my Guitar
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5
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586
fox21132113
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glitchgirl
Method Alone, afraid and counting down the days.
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7
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1K
TooConscious
T
S
I’m tired of not being loved
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52
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2K
Mm80
Mm80
J
Ativan
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2
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1K
TooConscious
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Stepheng7287
How can I calm my nerves before going through with it?
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1
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652
enuff
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L I F E T O L O S E
best place to hang yourself
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17
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3K
Alec
Alec
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Trying to locate 1,4 butanediol or SN
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6
Views
894
Sweetfa
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PJFord
Video Similar to Contemplating CTBing
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1
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912
Neowise
Neowise
BipolarGuy
It's going to be this weekend
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216
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15K
TheQ22
T
Meditation guide
Do you feel this way? “I’ve had so many good experiences in the last year that I wouldn’t have gotten to have if I died.”
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15
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1K
Matthias_k
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Why are some people unable to die by partial suspension?
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23
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1K
SHThrowAway213
SHThrowAway213
N
Nembutal milkshake
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17
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1K
laura fines
laura fines
Bulldogbitch
Help Lost
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11
Views
705
Bulldogbitch
Bulldogbitch
ecmnesia
Discussion am i the only one who envy those that are dying?
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21
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1K
Hyperbunny
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StateOfMind
Venting Anyone dealing with intrusive thoughts?
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17
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1K
StateOfMind
StateOfMind
SHThrowAway213
I have no idea if I'm going to it or not today, but I'm currently getting drunk on Sambuca on a bench next to the train line.
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23
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2K
StateOfMind
StateOfMind
TAW122
Clarification on what being 'free' is.
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2
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687
TAW122
TAW122
Eren
Venting Misunderstanding insomnia
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31
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2K
Deleted member 1465
D
M
SN today - opinions pls
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17
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1K
MariV
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R
Which drug gives the best solution for the "I don't care about anything around me" feeling?
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47
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2K
Sk1n1M1n
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R
Coronavirus death
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70
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6K
BipolarGuy
BipolarGuy
Sickofit
Is there ever true justice in life?
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48
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2K
TooConscious
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