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Suicide Discussion

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NotOkay_
I’m alive
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8
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955
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
Wrennie
Vacuum sealing Nembutal after opening bottle
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8
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724
Greenberg
Greenberg
V
N from D
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7
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1K
alown
alown
bad luck
Help Suicide with alcohol and something else ...
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5
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1K
DeadButDreaming
DeadButDreaming
Life is pointless
Help Can't order SN help
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1
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582
ayb
ayb
N
Scared my third therapist is giving me up
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8
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697
justagirl
J
SquirrelsInMyPants
I want to feel worse
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6
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1K
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
Xaxysh
Discussion just found out sodium nitrite is REALLY cheap and pure here in poland
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7
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745
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
Busridin'26
Venting Feel MEH.
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2
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472
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
J
Help Distancing Myself
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4
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751
justagirl
J
S
Venting I can' remember what my face looks like
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4
Views
715
Canon1
C
ZardozOmega
Venting Went a little bit overboard with the self harm
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21
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940
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
reginas.specter
Venting Want to ctb because of debt and guilt
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16
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940
reginas.specter
reginas.specter
sparkie
Anyone else made massive mistakes under the influence?
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4
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464
sparkie
sparkie
LakatosDiogenesz
Method Galvanize poisoning?
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0
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463
LakatosDiogenesz
LakatosDiogenesz
J
what are the instructions for the gas method?
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3
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361
Crusader
C
B
Suicide ideation
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6
Views
457
Trisolaris
Trisolaris
N
Hat jemand aus Deutschland erfolgreich SN oder N importiert?
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13
Views
675
Lady black
Lady black
Lucien
Method Drowning
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5
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2K
Sensei
Sensei
I
carbon monoxide poisoning using ca. 2010 nissan micra
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1
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490
MYStERY_Man
MYStERY_Man
S
My goodbye letter to pos
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10
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2K
arelia
A
LunarPyotr
Venting Really, really now?
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6
Views
836
Sprite_Geist
Sprite_Geist
S
Venting DAE feel like an impostor?
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7
Views
861
Symbiote
S
R
CTB this weekend
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5
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626
GarageKarate07
GarageKarate07
D
Guide to partially suspended hanging:
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3
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5K
Red
Red
T
Story Time to say goodbye!
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22
Views
2K
Thanatos123
T
BigNarkoleptic
UK anyone want to ctb tonight, tomorrow?
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2
Views
439
BigNarkoleptic
BigNarkoleptic
Downbylife
Venting Fear overshadows progress
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0
Views
373
Downbylife
Downbylife
scatteredglass
Where is SN usually bought from?
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14
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1K
scatteredglass
scatteredglass
L
UK query - does your body have to be identified after suicide? Who identifies it?
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10
Views
987
loopylou
L
scatteredglass
Paracetamol overdose with primperan to avoid throwing up, would that work?
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25
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1K
calino2212
calino2212
CatabolicSeed
Venting I love my cat so much, I want to ctb so bad but I don't want to leave her
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5
Views
726
not-2-b-the-answer
not-2-b-the-answer
BigNarkoleptic
Home
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2
Views
467
BigNarkoleptic
BigNarkoleptic
BigNarkoleptic
UK ctb tonight any method have transport
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1
Views
389
Tackingintothewind
Tackingintothewind
xLosthopex
Discussion Question for those who will also ctb with N
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29
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2K
ineedtoleave
I
G
ideas for the carbon monoxide method?
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1
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341
yeahwellso
Y
EconomcDisparity
I bought sodium sulfite...
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6
Views
691
Tackingintothewind
Tackingintothewind
esoterispeec
Do you want to be cremated or buried?
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45
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1K
ondodera
ondodera
Joey
3 Final Years
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3
Views
521
booray
B
esoterispeec
I remember trying to ctb when I was 11 years old
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1
Views
507
WhatDoesTheFoxSay?
WhatDoesTheFoxSay?
ixkitty
Venting My Supervisor Yelled at me
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13
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1K
Yiyo123
Y
rabbithole
I drank .6 g of sn
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36
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4K
ReluctantSeeker
R
LiesAndLigatures
My Story of Psych Abuse
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7
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749
kovkay
kovkay
I
Getting benzos from foreign doctors/pharmacies online
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6
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1K
popcorn
popcorn
Imaginos
Help Nothing will ever be any different. There's no un-fucking myself now. Wish I could order a shotgun through Amazon, so I could blow my brains out.
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24
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2K
Gaybonez
Gaybonez
Breadbfra
Venting Can't seem to get better
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6
Views
574
BluesRunTheGame
BluesRunTheGame
T
The death of Albert Einstein
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2
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969
the_final_countdown
T
I
Box for your CTB stuff
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3
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542
loopylou
L
N
Detesting employment agency
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3
Views
442
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
NothingElseMatters
So I just realized my father will get half of what I have when I'm gone
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21
Views
981
Makko
Makko
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