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Suicide Discussion

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Stroopwafel.
I’m back to abusing alcohol
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12
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632
Journeytoletgo
J
The Lonely
Help Before CTB with N I need to = Stop Drinking + Stop the Antipsychotics Meds! Using: Benzos?? (Another CNS Depressant)??
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7
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1K
The Lonely
The Lonely
Pessimist
Discussion How many of you are under 20?
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19
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1K
catscradle
catscradle
B
Hanging experiment
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4
Views
611
Bruces
B
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
Need a way to cope with university or I will definitely ctb
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3
Views
524
Flippy
Flippy
D
Saturday suicide rambles
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9
Views
514
RayofHope
RayofHope
PrincessInWhite
Back again
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1
Views
349
watereyes
watereyes
N
Denying reality
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5
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578
slyna
S
C
What's the Smallest amount of N that could work??
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7
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637
camus44
C
LostSoul1609
Help SN questions
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1
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570
aminend
aminend
Pure
Stuck on fantasies of suicide
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6
Views
518
Pure
Pure
Broken Chimera
I'm Back
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2
Views
457
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Versailles
Venting The idea of finding success is driving me crazy
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9
Views
941
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
mentalhealthfighter
Any dutch person want to suicide with my friend?
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5
Views
607
mentalhealthfighter
mentalhealthfighter
Braindead Atheist
Does any one here ever fantasize about dying?
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19
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712
deadverysoon
D
H
Attempt # 2. Hopefully the last
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6
Views
720
HelloAllYouPeople
H
BleederOfZion
Suicide by gun without blowing off face.
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10
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2K
Worndown
Worndown
B
Suggestions for using your suicide for advocacy
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3
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502
FTL.Wanderer
FTL.Wanderer
S
Suicide cause of chronich illness and an unbearable painful existence
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0
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328
Stopthepain
S
O
Help How to get Nembutal in Greece
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19
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2K
deadverysoon
D
brutalus
lost all in crypto
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19
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1K
Makko
Makko
knion
The end of the line pardner…. For me anyways.
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16
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1K
Makko
Makko
K
Summary of my main meaning of life view and why dying can be rational
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21
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2K
Hurt
H
D
nan03
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6
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468
Deepjoy
D
A
Discussion Does anyone have an update on the people in the thread linked about their N getting seized? Thanks
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6
Views
639
archipelago
A
S
Help You can’t CTB with NaN03
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5
Views
758
sadpinky
S
C
Diazepam + Oxy + Pregabalin
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10
Views
623
camus44
C
S
The real truth why we wanna die
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5
Views
649
slyna
S
The Lonely
Story Man Dying at Dignitas (Video)
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21
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2K
ClairyFairy
ClairyFairy
sully
Method So what interferes with N
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6
Views
617
OnlyTheWind
OnlyTheWind
theSuiCiDalCupCaKe
Help Nembutal source in UK?
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6
Views
1K
donewrong
D
D
  • Question
Help Dire question
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5
Views
689
not-2-b-the-answer
not-2-b-the-answer
Cockney_Rebel
Do you WANT to CTB, or do you feel like you HAVE to CTB?
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81
Views
3K
Deepjoy
D
Grumpy Bear
My Epiphany. CTB Is the Only Way for My Family to Heal as Much as Possible.
Replies
4
Views
668
Deepjoy
D
U
Anyone Failed SN?
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3
Views
835
juraviel
J
F
Are there noise cancelling face masks to CTB silently without interference?
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1
Views
396
BetweenRadioStations
BetweenRadioStations
Alwaysbadtime
Horrible jobs...one reason I will croak
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14
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717
FTL.Wanderer
FTL.Wanderer
StevieNixs
One of the positives before planning to CTB is..
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10
Views
978
summers
S
OnlyTheWind
How to take Phenobarbital?
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2
Views
585
Amumu
Amumu
StevieNixs
Help Antiemetic Domperidone - Just got rejected by online pharmacy
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3
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724
StevieNixs
StevieNixs
R
Questions about pph
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2
Views
925
Apricity
Apricity
Gl1tch3d G1rl
Discussion What's the likelyhood of an "accidental" blood choke?
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1
Views
487
callme
callme
C
Really want to do it tonight, but...
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9
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794
316
3
K
SN or Nitrogen
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1
Views
452
Apricity
Apricity
bloomingdark
What is the thought/word/phrase you plan to use to calm you while ctb
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17
Views
836
Phosphophyllite
Phosphophyllite
Braindead Atheist
Im killing myself in a few hours
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18
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2K
Acopia
Acopia
settheory
Discussion Open and empty individualism
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14
Views
842
Lmd
Lmd
Snake of Eden
Being separate from your own self
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18
Views
689
Pupu
Pupu
Ch92921
Ecstasy(MDMA)
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18
Views
1K
whenlavaflows
whenlavaflows
Bot
  • Poll
Discussion what would be your favorite time/season to ctb?
Replies
3
Views
550
BreakTheCycle
BreakTheCycle
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