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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
BeautifulMosaics
Wish me luck leaving the house for the first time for a work Christmas party, unmedicated and going through withdrawal depression.
Replies
9
Views
457
forgotten15
forgotten15
Zinz
Venting I'm in over my head.
Replies
5
Views
433
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
E
Right time
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9
Views
431
Fadeawaaaay
Fadeawaaaay
Ravel
Venting what a shit life
Replies
7
Views
399
thefoodispoison
T
Ravel
An ant, no soul, no freedom and mentally fucked up. that's what i am
Replies
1
Views
265
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Michaelwaev
Leave me alone
Replies
2
Views
337
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
-FrozenRobot-
My mom caught me seconds before CTB
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7
Views
548
-FrozenRobot-
-FrozenRobot-
Vasy93
  • Question
I can't stand this bad life anymore
Replies
3
Views
772
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
U
I can't
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3
Views
279
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CiproKilledMe
Just finished watching Cosmos with Carl Sagan
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2
Views
307
stevieu
stevieu
A
Worried about my cats after I leave
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4
Views
403
PandaExit
P
A
Help Any gore site that works?
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29
Views
4K
apathetic.
A
Insomniac
Help How to resist the urge to sacrifice children
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26
Views
2K
4eyebiped
4eyebiped
HeckingHecked
Everywhere I go, tons of people end up hating me, even though I try my best.
Replies
9
Views
1K
HeckingHecked
HeckingHecked
wanttogetonthebus
Discussion Your Favorite Hotel (CTB)
Replies
21
Views
875
wanttogetonthebus
wanttogetonthebus
D
  • Solved
Did you think you'd make it this far in life?
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34
Views
1K
liberty_222
liberty_222
Bong-Hit-Transplant
Venting Only about 24 hours left now. Embarrassed to say I'm scared more than anything
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18
Views
2K
PeacefulTonic
P
W
Anyone else convinced their want to ctb is connected to indigenous ancestors being violently driven from their homes? Or other generational trauma?
Replies
13
Views
437
Bleak
B
O
Method Hanging yourself in an apartment
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2
Views
676
Dot
Dot
W
Discussion Where to kill yourself in ottawa (canada) area?
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13
Views
2K
Willdieby30
W
Depressed_Kettle
Does anybody else feel distant from society and others?
Replies
14
Views
492
Bleak
B
Snake of Eden
SI at its strongest
Replies
3
Views
318
Fadeawaaaay
Fadeawaaaay
Elri
The moment i knew i fuck up everything
Replies
30
Views
1K
hans0solo
hans0solo
kingkong57
Catching the bus tomorrow (ish)
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12
Views
1K
kingkong57
kingkong57
LeGuitarist
Where did the methods megathread go?
Replies
10
Views
682
Itsallover123
Itsallover123
sivvie
Venting I think I'm giving up on everything.
Replies
9
Views
461
sivvie
sivvie
SparkleWater
Venting noise hurts and im a pain to everyone
Replies
7
Views
609
WearyHSP
WearyHSP
E
This forum has been my refuge
Replies
5
Views
289
stevieu
stevieu
Lost Magic
This is the best short film I have seen about society
Replies
8
Views
390
Flippy
Flippy
CatLove56
Family doesn't really know me
Replies
6
Views
516
idiotstillwantstodie
I
idontgiveadvicehere
How safe/illegal is receiving N to America? (REALLY scared of LE, but want to ctb)
Replies
21
Views
900
PeacefulTonic
P
LeGuitarist
Ever wondered whether someone could identify you using your writing style?
Replies
21
Views
933
SparkleWater
SparkleWater
steviewonder
Technology improvements are why I’m reluctant to ctb
Replies
14
Views
565
4eyebiped
4eyebiped
enola
Help with full hanging
Replies
2
Views
380
enola
enola
L
Venting just having a whinge - have to move house again, abusive ex/housemate/can't get out of bed/valium not working. Sucks to everything.
Replies
2
Views
278
Smart No More
S
M
Story How did you feel when you first learned about death as a child?
Replies
33
Views
2K
SuicidallyCurious
S
T
"President Trump and the chloroquine controversies"
Replies
7
Views
341
Insomniac
Insomniac
DyingIsMyChoice
  • Poll
Discussion I have the choice of uninterrupted hanging or CO poisoning. Thoughts?
Replies
7
Views
542
DyingIsMyChoice
DyingIsMyChoice
StarryStarry
Venting WHY? Why do I always think it will work out?
Replies
3
Views
308
summers
S
CatLove56
Not a therapist but burying past trauma fucking hurts
Replies
6
Views
438
LADY007
LADY007
steviewonder
Venting I fucking despise my parents
Replies
6
Views
381
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
A
Help please
Replies
2
Views
280
HiImPaul
HiImPaul
nicetomeetu
Discussion How do you feel about self harm?
Replies
58
Views
3K
GlassAlwaysEmpty
GlassAlwaysEmpty
disillusionment
Feeling like my father is partly responsible for sisters' death, struggling to cope
Replies
11
Views
756
SuicidallyCurious
S
VIBRITANNIA
Help [tw: nsfw, incest] should i let this go and stop thinking about it so much?
Replies
20
Views
2K
Feeding Pigeons
Feeding Pigeons
BlazingBob
New member. Ctb or be destitute and homeless with a debilitating incurable illness?
Replies
10
Views
654
Laowaiboss
L
F
Story I am new but this is beautiful. Is it real?
Replies
9
Views
657
feiganbaums
F
xkidx
where to get meto?
Replies
0
Views
303
xkidx
xkidx
Y
Can rope be too thick for full suspension?
Replies
4
Views
602
Gustav Hartmann
Gustav Hartmann
S
How many to take (panadol)
Replies
4
Views
388
xLosthopex
xLosthopex
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