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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
J
Story The morning after
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Chiisai
Chiisai
NotOkay_
Venting SO LOST
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9
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603
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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SN help
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14
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2K
SuicideRun
SuicideRun
Nihilist101
I can't live anymore
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6
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528
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
N
Question about SN testing
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0
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420
NoPointToContinue
N
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
Overcoming survival instinct
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8
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2K
NormaJeane
NormaJeane
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  • Question
Does full suspension always breaks the neck?
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7
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1K
apathetic.
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F
How long does it take to die from full suspension?
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8
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1K
tiredoflife1964
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T
I am on Clopidogrel (Plavix) and Atorvastatin.
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0
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329
tiredoflife1964
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Cannedbones
Venting Practicing Partial
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2
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552
mustard_glass
mustard_glass
olvalgon
Why are suicide discussions always shut down on many internet forums?
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19
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1K
BeansOfRequirement
BeansOfRequirement
CatabolicSeed
Venting People's obsession with shoving helplines in your face is so detrimental
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31
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2K
Anxieyote
Anxieyote
chainsofjudecca
Method if at first....try, try again
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1
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608
OrcWitch
O
S
Venting My biggest sorrow
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7
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687
whywere
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J
I don’t understand how to buy N
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22
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2K
Лавина
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VegasLyra
Just attempted full suspension hanging and the rope broke
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19
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3K
VegasLyra
VegasLyra
Helplessturtle79
Discussion Games/movies/music/books to check out before ctb?
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20
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804
Bigpink
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If you had to ctb in a foreign country which one would you choose?
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19
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812
Bigpink
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Wrennie
June 2021 Peaceful Pill Handbook contains video of a death at Pegasos
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23
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2K
peacechoice
peacechoice
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Debts, Belongings
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13
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843
everydayiloveyou
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Annabella
I think that I have some real brain damage. I waited in hopes it will get better. It only got worse.
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5
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1K
Chancerator
Chancerator
bloomingdark
Tonight im saying goodbye,finally (and hopefully)
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18
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2K
Hoveyed....<3
Hoveyed....<3
kindawannacrylol
how did your family react to your attempt??
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33
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2K
clown_17
clown_17
Y
Where to get SN from Philippines
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0
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311
Yeyo
Y
I
is anyone having suicidal thoughts when your life is going ok?
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13
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1K
Pure
Pure
eternalmelancholy
This confirms why euthanasia will never be made available
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23
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1K
OnlyTheWind
OnlyTheWind
BluesRunTheGame
Would kind of love to ctb right now: drunk with SN right there
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0
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458
BluesRunTheGame
BluesRunTheGame
vold3m0r†
Discussion i feel very incompetent. i dont see a future for myself. im gonna die sooner or later.
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12
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775
Annabella
Annabella
I
Help Suply
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1
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401
FTL.Wanderer
FTL.Wanderer
megafire
slow and steady (wins the race)
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0
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397
megafire
megafire
Alcatraz_anthrax
Venting Family fighting gave me a mental health reality check.
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2
Views
449
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
plough22
Heaviness
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3
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341
AtMostOkay
AtMostOkay
Versailles
Venting Work: another reason for CTB
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23
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1K
Versailles
Versailles
Avril
What does paralysis feel like
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1
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388
siray
siray
Pisceslilith
Venting I can’t wait to die
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5
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848
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
mentalhealthfighter
I hope they dont take this forum down
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9
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735
Versailles
Versailles
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why am i in so much mental pain?
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8
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477
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Deadlyroses
Birthdays are so triggering
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4
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405
Neowise
Neowise
Largeletters
Venting I wish it were easier to commit suicide
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17
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1K
logan
logan
NothingElseMatters
I want to blow my freaking head
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2
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430
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
one.way.out
Venting People think everything is fine just because I didn't do it
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4
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496
jusbug
J
ClownMe
Venting No Motivation
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4
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536
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
A
Help Crypto payment
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4
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738
Yama
Yama
M
Method Why should rope be covered in soap first?
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18
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2K
MyStateKilledMe
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Is shooting yourself in the head with a gun painful. I'm curious. I'm not American, the UK sucks.
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39
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2K
callme
callme
Fin
  • Poll
Method Chloroquine for aquarium use - a more reliable and equally accessible alternative to SN?
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34
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6K
enau
enau
D
Discussion who to chose to arrange my affairs after death?
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6
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515
juraviel
J
BobMorane
  • Locked
Why you want to CTB
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55
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2K
seeking2learn
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If I order SN to ctb, I have to pick it up from a post-office to avoid mum's suspicion. If i don't fast before, will it still work?
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1
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439
juraviel
J
StateOfMind
  • Poll
If you had to go with train, what 'sub-method' would you choose?
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24
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2K
StateOfMind
StateOfMind
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