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Suicide Discussion

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I have to change method
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7
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678
javan12
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C
Holiday season
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0
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285
crystalskies31
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C
SN: lie down or sit up?
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1
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490
Viral1233
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C
SN and benzo?
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0
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415
crystalskies31
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topolinia
the sins of the fathers fall on the children
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15
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628
topolinia
topolinia
Judy Garland
Im fucking done. I'm done.
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31
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2K
Klo
K
O
Further thoughts on Matt Fraser...
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11
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889
Ta555
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  • Poll
US folks - if you order N from D, did you get it or was there issue with custom?
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8
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874
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
J
Discussion Does anyone else feel like their brain and nervous system completely shut down?
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13
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851
mojabaka
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caughtinthedumps
Method The lake is calling to me
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11
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2K
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
esoterispeec
@luna88 please pm me
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0
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486
esoterispeec
esoterispeec
W
I wish I could tell others
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12
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865
Wisdom3_1-9
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M
For those who have chosen jumping or considering it, why and where would you do it?
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43
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3K
Someone123
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C
How to know that you are sure?
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15
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614
FinishingLine
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foreverotting
Venting Done Trying
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4
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519
Capsaicin78
Capsaicin78
nightshow
Help about the india l*b****s sn
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3
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850
raybd
R
O
I wish that I could tell some of the people in my life
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4
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695
Ocelot93
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C
Getting in the right mindset to CBT with SN, and equipment.
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0
Views
330
crystalskies31
C
Pain In The Ass
Strange paradox - when I'm depressed my early death seems so tragic / when I'm mentally stable I'm much more OK with it...
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11
Views
797
Pain In The Ass
Pain In The Ass
TheDoomedDoomer
Discussion Disability
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8
Views
966
Smart No More
S
LenkaX
I fear that after CTB nothing will change
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19
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1K
Catlovergirl
Catlovergirl
F
Tried and failed again. Join me in wishing I will just drop dead.
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5
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576
NeverEndingPain
NeverEndingPain
N
I fear nothing more than rock bottom
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5
Views
506
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Venting After 7 years my hope is gone
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4
Views
597
Capsaicin78
Capsaicin78
CancĂşn
Parents
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11
Views
702
Ocelot93
O
C
Booking air BnB or hotel etc
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5
Views
550
crystalskies31
C
sugarsugar
Method Meto + Nausea?
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1
Views
520
outrider567
O
Stormypwns
Last day/bucketlist ideas?
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17
Views
667
Hercules
Hercules
N
New here
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4
Views
434
notenough86
N
lecyleclec
Tentative Goodbye Thread
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39
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3K
OceanBlue
OceanBlue
C
Hay fever SN
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0
Views
359
crystalskies31
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  • Locked
Does anyone need xanax?
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20
Views
2K
Pain In The Ass
Pain In The Ass
Z
Discussion The Car Method... is this viable?
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1
Views
508
Hercules
Hercules
I
Venting Changing my date
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9
Views
554
Idontmatter
I
C
Help Help/advice urgently needed ASAP
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6
Views
978
crystalskies31
C
N
Why does perception matter so much?
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6
Views
442
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
disabledsuicidegirl
Discussion What do you think/wish 'Heaven' would be like for you?
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37
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2K
Cali101
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lllll
Is it hard to get Paraquat in Europe?
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4
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949
Shu
Shu
O
kuro no yĹŤsei
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2
Views
360
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
J
Charcoal
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2
Views
661
sfabians
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Rabitfever
Discussion Can I choose what can be done with my body?
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6
Views
455
Hercules
Hercules
N
Hanging
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10
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2K
°Celsuis_Caesar
°Celsuis_Caesar
Jane_
Help SN help
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3
Views
620
TheWood
TheWood
golfmavenice
How much weight do you apply to ligature in partial hanging position?
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6
Views
757
ihopethisispainless
ihopethisispainless
Rational man
Discussion Would you CTB if you were terminally ill ?
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27
Views
987
Rational man
Rational man
T90-Alpha
Venting Haunted by past mistakes
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12
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1K
Rational man
Rational man
Oblivion Access
I don't like experiencing things
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4
Views
536
Capsaicin78
Capsaicin78
CatabolicSeed
Discussion OTC Meto alternatives for SN method?
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6
Views
970
befree
befree
T90-Alpha
Help Question about SN
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2
Views
513
befree
befree
Cryptonite
Discussion Anyone else suffering from Scheuermann's disease?
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9
Views
1K
Capsaicin78
Capsaicin78
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