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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
J
Concept of loss and euthanasia
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JustSwingingTheD
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Story My story how i ended up here and why I have thoughts of ctb it’s a rant
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2
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457
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
G
Discussion Tried to rope but failed
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3
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568
Someone123
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Versailles
Help Help
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9
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796
Versailles
Versailles
September5th
How do you go from "I want" to "I'm doing it"?
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14
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1K
derletzteweg
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Hypnosis
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1
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459
JamieJambo
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Tired_potato
I think I'm ready to leave, but i still have a few doubts.
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9
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1K
WorthlessTrash
WorthlessTrash
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Help Obtaining meto
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7
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871
maya.
maya.
MsMaudlin
Method Last 7 days on earth (not a goodbye thread)
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3
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687
NoWayOut22
NoWayOut22
N
Anyone in the Seattle/Tacoma area with a gun/opiates? Ready to go.
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0
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358
Ninaea
N
Γyuk
Recent N import Europe
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0
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375
Γyuk
Γyuk
lotusflowers13
How
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13
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601
hendrix18712
hendrix18712
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(Decided otherwise, I apologise, and hope people understand) I'm doing it in a few hours guys a suggestion for a quick non-gross method please!
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15
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2K
cyanlove
cyanlove
Toxic Positivity
Leaving the forum
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71
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5K
peanuts
peanuts
Sadness20
Its interesting how people's opinion about suicide changes with time.
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10
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536
Ta555
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D
Help SN from Canada purity testing
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9
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939
justagreenleaf
justagreenleaf
lokimotion
Can people still hold down jobs?
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23
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961
peanuts
peanuts
Cancún
Partners
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16
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1K
Deleted member 31858
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Cat12345
Venting Why is it so hard to talk
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6
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743
Pluto
Pluto
αmber
Venting this is hell
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6
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561
αmber
αmber
serah
Venting Does it ever get better?
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16
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1K
hopelessgirl
hopelessgirl
BornBrief
Looking to get N.. I am Canadian. What are the options/avenues for antiemetic?
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5
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825
Well-Edited Chaos
Well-Edited Chaos
September5th
Life has its moments
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9
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463
hendrix18712
hendrix18712
surface2007
if N or SN was juste a little pill
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21
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1K
Talvikki
T
O
that didnt take long
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1
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437
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
M
Discussion SN from IC delivery to EU
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27
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1K
MaybeThisTime
MaybeThisTime
αmber
Story A dream
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2
Views
489
Angi
A
Samael96
Resource DM for SN reliable source in EU
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1
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589
MaybeThisTime
MaybeThisTime
Tegan_sky
Loneliness pushing one to suicide
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43
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3K
Istanbulite
Istanbulite
S
I don’t want to hurt my family
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6
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494
seritonin_superstar
S
Sadness20
A little story part of the story I've been writing with a friend. Tell me if you can relate please :)
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5
Views
382
NobodyKnowsMe
NobodyKnowsMe
vanillasilverberry
Venting I want to die I can't handle being like this anymore
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3
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515
vanillasilverberry
vanillasilverberry
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Discussion Anyone else?
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4
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420
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Anyone else get weirdly excited when you find a new reason to ctb?
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11
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682
deadgeorge
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W
Not well
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5
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410
Life_isover128
Life_isover128
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On hope...
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7
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422
Hurt
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sugarsugar
SN in a hospital parking lot?
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28
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1K
CrossroadsCurious
CrossroadsCurious
WorthlessTrash
Loss of interest and imminent CTBing
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3
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512
WorthlessTrash
WorthlessTrash
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Discussion SN without anti-emetic, essentially
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7
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719
wljourney
wljourney
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My plan
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4
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478
outrider567
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J
Venting Conditioned brain to ruminate over the past for 6 years I’m surprised I haven’t CTB yet
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4
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412
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
joptr
Best final holiday destination?
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10
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545
wljourney
wljourney
lotusflowers13
Method night-night method weirdness
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3
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1K
freelifexit
freelifexit
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I'm finally done
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2
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446
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
B
Help At what rate does SN oxidize into sodium nitrate?
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5
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589
snowman626
snowman626
Rational man
You can never be dead. We simply cease to exist.
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14
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1K
sfabians
S
LeavingEarly
Didn't Jesus ctb? If he was all powerful he could have fixed the world and prevented his crucifixion.
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12
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905
Fml
Fml
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Question
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2
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374
befree
befree
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Drinking a little sip of N for testing purpose is dangerous?
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10
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873
wljourney
wljourney
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Is fear of hurting good family members a good reason not to CTB?
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20
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708
WorthlessTrash
WorthlessTrash
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