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Suicide Discussion

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dysphoria
I attempted suicide with phenobarbital, but would prefer Nembutal/pentobarbital
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13
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3K
David8886
David8886
Efilismislife
What makes ctb hard?
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26
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844
Efilismislife
Efilismislife
Starchaser
N effectivity test?
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11
Views
619
lmon
lmon
M
If you were diagnosed with a terminal illness how would you feel and what would you do?
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71
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2K
braindead91
braindead91
L
Method Is 8 - 10 hours enough for Nembutal from D - 2 bottles ?
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11
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982
lmon
lmon
David8886
Suicide With Phenobarbital
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0
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432
David8886
David8886
L
Traveling with N... Plus 1 more shot at healing?
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21
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973
lanahelp
L
everhopeless
Venting Interior dialogue
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5
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415
braindead91
braindead91
G
Help How long/painful is sn
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55
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8K
downndone2
D
P
Worried about N not working
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30
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4K
lmon
lmon
FireFox
I was always be the rejected and unloved woman
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22
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918
come to dust
C
Achlys
Discussion Spending life digging my grave.
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6
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567
downndone2
D
kindawannacrylol
Help jump from 14 storey building
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12
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834
playing_ostrich
playing_ostrich
WorthlessTrash
Might be able to cope/recover, but don't want to?
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44
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1K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
freedompass
Venting My grief is a complete taboo, anyone else?
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14
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679
everhopeless
everhopeless
G
My life just doesn’t work.
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15
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924
Foresight
Foresight
N
Please answer
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6
Views
460
Nina1
N
DutchAnoniem
Last goodbye.
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8
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1K
Glowarm
G
Foresight
Venting I have a bad relationship with death/suicide
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11
Views
739
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
L
What are the accounts that is crossed with line means?
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5
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1K
transientflesh127
transientflesh127
mandyjohnuk
Full face alternative maybe.
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0
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356
mandyjohnuk
mandyjohnuk
N
I almost CTB today…missed by an inch
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7
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959
depressedmaniac
depressedmaniac
Simba
Venting Venting ig ,maybe some advice to me ? Thanks
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6
Views
434
Simba
Simba
VoidDesirer22
Venting If my N does not arrive in April, I will ctb using SN.
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16
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1K
Pain In The Ass
Pain In The Ass
TheBroken
"at least 364 suicides a year .... among people in or moving to long-term care settings or among their caregivers."
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18
Views
598
TheBroken
TheBroken
Serio
Venting Dick told me to stfu and no one cares about what I have to say
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12
Views
758
unimaginativelamp
U
tiredplant777
I need to get it off my chest: the moderna vaccine flared up chronic health stuff and I can't deal with it
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26
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1K
tiredplant777
tiredplant777
S
Help Help with choosing a method with DBS implant
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15
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1K
suicide_implant
S
AJ95
Discussion SN does NOT turn your body blue.
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22
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3K
Shu
Shu
X
Method Suicide by a gun
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20
Views
4K
jackodonnell
J
Velvet Fortress
Venting Living like a grain of sand in the desert, dying like a whisper in the wind
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7
Views
974
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
D
world are full of scammer
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16
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721
rationaltake
rationaltake
3rd worlder issues
soul pain. how to fix??? i beg you.
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10
Views
572
anxious_depressive
A
J
Can anyone in Poland help me?
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0
Views
372
jackodonnell
J
harvardreject
Help Suicide Plan Review
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11
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1K
JamieJambo
J
C
Help If SN is moxed with water for an hour or more willit turn into nitrate?
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0
Views
352
cringelord111
C
Lost Magic
Are you actively planning to die or just ruminating?
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41
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1K
RagingCat
RagingCat
Maybenot
I can't anymore
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5
Views
588
Maybenot
Maybenot
Pen>Sword
Is there any elected politician who openly or implicitly support the right to die movement with no or minimal conditions?
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7
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1K
SuicidallyCurious
S
Weebster
Is it pretty unusual to ctb in a calm state?
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12
Views
715
WorthlessTrash
WorthlessTrash
J
Fuck Suicide is hard
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39
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2K
M.i.245541
M
golfmavenice
H2S (Laundry detergent gas method)
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20
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2K
golfmavenice
golfmavenice
NomadicWolf382
Nitrogen purity question
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16
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2K
mandyjohnuk
mandyjohnuk
Pain In The Ass
I feel so good when I'm on Oxy and use Xan to sleep - if I could feel this good all the time life would be bearable, but no Dr would ever approve that
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15
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473
SuicidallyCurious
S
I
Venting Now I have physical pain because of anxiety
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10
Views
523
Idontmatter
I
J
Does anyone else here have frequent violent thoughts towards their parents?
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6
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919
Shu
Shu
L
  • Question
Where to ktb?
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1
Views
446
downndone2
D
O
Browning hi-power
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0
Views
338
ornitier199
O
Deadlyroses
Your inner child
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21
Views
808
needforvoid_
needforvoid_
B
How do you do this?
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0
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368
Biofreak731
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