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Suicide Discussion

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KadathianStr1d3r
I think im doing it
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23
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663
Idontrecognizemyself
Idontrecognizemyself
lyles
Help How do other people's stories affect you?
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5
Views
460
Beeper
B
S
How to prepare close relatives for the news of my CTB
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5
Views
428
marinekiwi
marinekiwi
S
Method Traveling with N - Help/Question
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9
Views
919
TheNorthernSilence
TheNorthernSilence
S
A quick story of my latest self sabotage :)
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7
Views
508
Darkover
Darkover
cameheretoforget
SN Purity
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3
Views
494
checkedout
C
kindawannacrylol
Help i’m losing it
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3
Views
407
haibiantou
haibiantou
F
Exit Azide Wars - Fight for prerogative of interpretation
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4
Views
485
OnlyTheWind
OnlyTheWind
L
Took a break from the site, didn't help much.
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8
Views
527
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
U
SN arrived. Unsure if I'm scared or excited
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1
Views
421
Eddypaddy
E
WantToQuit
Why I haven't CTBd yet
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6
Views
977
Darkover
Darkover
desolatebeing
Venting help.
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9
Views
640
Insomniac
Insomniac
D
Help BPD NEW RELATIONSHIP!
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2
Views
523
willshe777
willshe777
TheHatedOne
when the hell will this end
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13
Views
586
Insomniac
Insomniac
R
Keine Freunde
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18
Views
673
Failedstudent94
F
_elliott
FINALLY.. FOR REAL THIS TIME!!! (sn)
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27
Views
2K
aminend
aminend
damned
i just want to end this comedy
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17
Views
701
mlha
mlha
Y
Scared of failing
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3
Views
414
willitpass
willitpass
T
I downloaded the peaceful Pill handbook and it makes for some interesting reading
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9
Views
1K
44nutz1977
4
Ch92921
I just had long rage
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1
Views
313
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
4
New here. SN & info needed
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29
Views
2K
44nutz1977
4
Insomniac
Venting rage.
Replies
5
Views
454
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
TheHatedOne
I'm crying
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8
Views
527
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Ghostly
So I’m killing myself I guess?? I’ll probably fail again or pussy out though
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6
Views
586
miserableforever
miserableforever
willitpass
Method tree hanging: partial or full?
Replies
1
Views
652
fox_wannabe
fox_wannabe
Supersadmommy90
Anyone want to ctb 100% but absolutely can't, 100%?
Replies
12
Views
861
Insomniac
Insomniac
F
Help i want to try to die with this od
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2
Views
457
FreeZebra
F
damned
numbutal quest,suicide pill quest on dark web
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9
Views
845
Insomniac
Insomniac
damned
Discussion Sodium nitrate suicide method?
Replies
0
Views
918
damned
damned
Apricity
Venting Fasting sucks
Replies
9
Views
693
Kennish
K
GOODHI
This is my method, Will it work and be painless?
Replies
3
Views
623
GOODHI
GOODHI
B
  • Question
Method Antiemetic for sodium nitrite
Replies
5
Views
1K
Someone123
S
deathLiberation
Jumping from a plane
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8
Views
1K
Mashedout
Mashedout
シルエット
Any dutch people on here?
Replies
5
Views
422
Rd13
R
tired of living
Help I’m going to do it soon
Replies
4
Views
670
Beeper
B
BornBrief
Was SN or N effectiveness altered by alcohol tolerance?
Replies
1
Views
329
Dystopia
Dystopia
Versailles
Story I know she waits for me on the other side
Replies
3
Views
1K
avoid_slow_death
avoid_slow_death
halfwaydown
Venting i was cheated on 2 years ago
Replies
7
Views
1K
Rational man
Rational man
whatever101
Does it ever get better
Replies
13
Views
829
Smart No More
S
NMOP3PISdn
CTB with SN in 5hrs or no?
Replies
10
Views
1K
blueclover_.
blueclover_.
willitpass
Venting i’m at a loss
Replies
2
Views
407
alwaysdopesick
alwaysdopesick
T
Trying to figure out my methods again
Replies
6
Views
556
blueclover_.
blueclover_.
B
Discussion promethazine as an antiemetic
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1
Views
510
Apricity
Apricity
B
I forgive people... but no one has mercy on me
Replies
1
Views
341
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Emu
Life just hurts
Replies
17
Views
755
Emu
Emu
blueclover_.
holy shit i did it
Replies
12
Views
2K
blueclover_.
blueclover_.
disabledlife
What is the difference between SN and N on CTB? Duration before leaving? Price? Risk of failure? Suffering?
Replies
5
Views
730
disabledlife
disabledlife
alwaysdopesick
OD + Partial
Replies
8
Views
393
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
moths
i feel so bad for my cats
Replies
11
Views
508
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Nat.alias
4 attempts now, but no results.
Replies
3
Views
519
Someone123
S
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