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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Advice for a Train death
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4
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677
callme
callme
GoldLeafIndigo
Anyone have success with receiving N, especially from B?
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2
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423
speck
speck
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Need help
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17
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759
Joseph1992
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I NEED this to work
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20
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743
freelifexit
freelifexit
jawdropped123
Discussion Will you miss anyone after you ctb?
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16
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671
PrincessInWhite
PrincessInWhite
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Anyone else kind of hope the meds don't work?
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9
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382
thedaywillcome
thedaywillcome
knowheretorun
Is this it? (catching the bus)
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11
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702
outrider567
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yesterday i swallowed a bottle of percocet + half bottle valium + a bunch of vodka...just woke up
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10
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710
outrider567
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'My wonderful daughter took her own life' - mum tells of enduring pain as figures show disturbing rise in female suicides
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12
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1K
Insomniac
Insomniac
issei123
What do you do when deep sadness comes?
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22
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515
OldDrummer
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Insomniac
Story what the fuck is going on here?
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24
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2K
diyCTB
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Chiisai
Thank you SS
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7
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671
DangerRanger
DangerRanger
GongLiFang
Discussion I might have actually peaked in High School, what a legacy
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3
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361
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Weebster
My family is understanding about my wanting to die, but how would they react to the reality of it, especially if I up and disappear without a note?
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9
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755
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Leaving, but years from now.
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1
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297
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
golfmavenice
Difference between SN and cyanide
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1
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522
BigG91
BigG91
SofieSofie
Endep and Maxolon, ordered from India, got seized by customs
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2
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517
wljourney
wljourney
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feeling guilty
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11
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462
DPJ187
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asdfandqwerty
Help Any significant advantages of the 48-hour regimen over the stat dose?
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1
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446
sandalphon
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befree
Customs in your country
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0
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304
befree
befree
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Any body from India
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3
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342
Shu
Shu
Fadeawaaaay
Discussion Do you feel damaged or defective?
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30
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955
Marktheghost
Marktheghost
Weebster
Can jumping be fun?
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16
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687
Marktheghost
Marktheghost
xcaramel
Neotame and N
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73
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4K
Red Scare
Red Scare
simpler-fy
Discussion How to hide your own dead body
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5
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930
Insomniac
Insomniac
Ravel
Venting Im so tired
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2
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559
Insomniac
Insomniac
heirofvoid
Venting I'm so tired
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6
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559
Insomniac
Insomniac
Lost10
Is anyone else really close?
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28
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2K
littlelungs
littlelungs
Tamara Tami
contrasting information about if starvation and dehydratation for ctb is painful or not
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21
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982
Cathy Ames
Cathy Ames
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Venting Old Bitch Threatened Me...
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27
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1K
virgilwalks
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Weebster
Anyone else partially want to die because they hate being under the power of another?
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2
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296
Weebster
Weebster
Zeus35
Some judgement on the forum
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56
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2K
Zeus35
Zeus35
Weebster
Is doing it on impulse actually better?
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25
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786
Weebster
Weebster
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Help If asked for it, couldn't an ISP show that you've been on SS?
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29
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2K
Al Cappella
Al Cappella
Judy Garland
Psychology is useless
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4
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791
its-about-time
its-about-time
Arvinneedstodie
I feel so old
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15
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800
chocolatebar
chocolatebar
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Should non-suicidal people be allowed to joke about suicide?
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14
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490
watchingthewheels
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Changed my mind mixing the SN
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16
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1K
Shu
Shu
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Has anyone in New Zealand successfully acquired N? Putting an order in and concerned it'll get stopped at customs.
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46
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2K
oziinnz
oziinnz
Insomniac
maybe you should stop saying that a method is 100% safe.
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18
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1K
Someone123
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Prescription drugs in Turkey?
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2
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446
sadnessnsuicide
sadnessnsuicide
sourokraandfish
How much SN should I consume
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2
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446
sourokraandfish
sourokraandfish
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Does anyone else just feel worthless after making just one mistake?
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24
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1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Suppose to get a tracking number for the N I just ordered soon..first genuine smile in so, so long :)
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26
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990
mahut
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lol vet meto targeted ads
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0
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285
thefoodispoison
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ThrownAwayTom
Ever feel reassured/surprised by SS-supportive comments outside of here? (See link inside)
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1
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345
Niko66
Niko66
Hans Voralberg
Venting Feeling peace and happiness after making finall decision to CTB
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2
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364
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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I'd love to starve to death
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10
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525
LookieLou
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ixkitty
When will it be time?
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3
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374
ixkitty
ixkitty
ixkitty
The Will to Die vs Survival Instinct
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18
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1K
Imperia
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