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Suicide Discussion

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lokimotion
Can people still hold down jobs?
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23
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958
peanuts
peanuts
Cancún
Partners
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16
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1K
Deleted member 31858
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Cat12345
Venting Why is it so hard to talk
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6
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733
Pluto
Pluto
αmber
Venting this is hell
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6
Views
558
αmber
αmber
serah
Venting Does it ever get better?
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16
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1K
hopelessgirl
hopelessgirl
BornBrief
Looking to get N.. I am Canadian. What are the options/avenues for antiemetic?
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5
Views
820
Well-Edited Chaos
Well-Edited Chaos
September5th
Life has its moments
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9
Views
459
hendrix18712
hendrix18712
surface2007
if N or SN was juste a little pill
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21
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1K
Talvikki
T
O
that didnt take long
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1
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433
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
M
Discussion SN from IC delivery to EU
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27
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1K
MaybeThisTime
MaybeThisTime
αmber
Story A dream
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2
Views
488
Angi
A
Samael96
Resource DM for SN reliable source in EU
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1
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584
MaybeThisTime
MaybeThisTime
Tegan_sky
Loneliness pushing one to suicide
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43
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3K
Istanbulite
Istanbulite
S
I don’t want to hurt my family
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6
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489
seritonin_superstar
S
Sadness20
A little story part of the story I've been writing with a friend. Tell me if you can relate please :)
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5
Views
378
NobodyKnowsMe
NobodyKnowsMe
vanillasilverberry
Venting I want to die I can't handle being like this anymore
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3
Views
505
vanillasilverberry
vanillasilverberry
D
Discussion Anyone else?
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4
Views
418
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Anyone else get weirdly excited when you find a new reason to ctb?
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11
Views
676
deadgeorge
D
W
Not well
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5
Views
407
Life_isover128
Life_isover128
W
On hope...
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7
Views
418
Hurt
H
sugarsugar
SN in a hospital parking lot?
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28
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1K
CrossroadsCurious
CrossroadsCurious
WorthlessTrash
Loss of interest and imminent CTBing
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3
Views
508
WorthlessTrash
WorthlessTrash
C
Discussion SN without anti-emetic, essentially
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7
Views
714
wljourney
wljourney
N
My plan
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4
Views
473
outrider567
O
J
Venting Conditioned brain to ruminate over the past for 6 years I’m surprised I haven’t CTB yet
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4
Views
404
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
joptr
Best final holiday destination?
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10
Views
534
wljourney
wljourney
lotusflowers13
Method night-night method weirdness
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3
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1K
freelifexit
freelifexit
M
I'm finally done
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2
Views
442
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
B
Help At what rate does SN oxidize into sodium nitrate?
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5
Views
578
snowman626
snowman626
Rational man
You can never be dead. We simply cease to exist.
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14
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1K
sfabians
S
LeavingEarly
Didn't Jesus ctb? If he was all powerful he could have fixed the world and prevented his crucifixion.
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12
Views
901
Fml
Fml
D
Question
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2
Views
371
befree
befree
P
Drinking a little sip of N for testing purpose is dangerous?
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10
Views
864
wljourney
wljourney
D
Is fear of hurting good family members a good reason not to CTB?
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20
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703
WorthlessTrash
WorthlessTrash
I
Venting Ctbing tomorrow 4pm
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49
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3K
dredd1981
dredd1981
esann7
I need help getting Metoclopramide
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5
Views
854
befree
befree
BluesRunTheGame
Story Depressed, anxious, now my mum is dying
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5
Views
636
GentleJerk
GentleJerk
thejumper
Drinking a lot of alcohol and staying on the edge of a very tall building
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2
Views
391
Trilucid
Trilucid
B
Venting Does anyone have stable relationships?
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18
Views
696
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
L
I'm almost certain (groundlessly) that suicide is either impossible or irrelevant. What should I do?
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7
Views
730
killedbypsychiatry
killedbypsychiatry
Y
Risks of writing delayed emails before CTB?
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9
Views
749
ybotherr
Y
A
Help I don't want to die, I have never wanted to die...
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4
Views
751
Anonymous1997ES
A
jawdropped123
Venting Overthinking
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3
Views
415
Laba
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WorthlessTrash
Venting They're blissfully unaware.....
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20
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1K
lotusflowers13
lotusflowers13
hauntedglass
a poem: numbed
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4
Views
382
hauntedglass
hauntedglass
C
'Self-care' when CTB
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6
Views
667
wljourney
wljourney
S
how discreet is sn from IC
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8
Views
711
SofterSoftest
SofterSoftest
atraz
Hello first time here
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1
Views
383
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
A
CTB with SN in another town (USA)
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7
Views
579
Shu
Shu
jawdropped123
Venting Venting about work and colleagues
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3
Views
442
jawdropped123
jawdropped123
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