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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Discussion Ctb by hanging and backing out
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5
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544
Worndown
Worndown
unlucky melancholia
Venting Suicide is "easy"
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25
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1K
Al Cappella
Al Cappella
SpaceCadet
On the other side
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3
Views
349
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
symphony
Has anyone else prayed for death?
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37
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1K
Judy Garland
Judy Garland
Shadow777
Introduction
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9
Views
409
Shadow777
Shadow777
golfmavenice
Will I survive if I vomit the SN?
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3
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569
NothingElseMatters
NothingElseMatters
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SN in a frappe?
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4
Views
674
shrek34
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Finally have hope but still can’t stop thinking of suicide
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14
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585
Idontmatter
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Help Question about SN because I'm clueless
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14
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962
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KuriGohan&Kamehameha
Tired of being disparaged and discriminated against due to disability
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3
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428
whatevs
whatevs
DrownFeather
It's hard to do anything when depressed
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6
Views
390
whatevs
whatevs
C
Nothin helps, its impossible to b happy
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5
Views
313
goofy
goofy
L
1 hour to CTB
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29
Views
1K
Shu
Shu
F
After death fears.
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33
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2K
Parnate
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SaraaaEzaaaat
I'm the loser again
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5
Views
407
chocolatebar
chocolatebar
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Help Sodium valproate to ctb?
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0
Views
417
spacegirl
S
deathbydragon
Life and the avoidance of suffering is based on too much luck
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7
Views
447
Britvik
Britvik
lostmylove
Worse at night
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10
Views
482
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Insomniac
Drank half bottle of cbd oil. Whats gonna happen to me?
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10
Views
716
lili
lili
Jumper Geo
Discussion Gruesome ways to CTB, but what one would you choose ?
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164
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11K
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Discussion Can expired SN unopened still be used to ctb
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1
Views
438
Quax
Quax
Britvik
Permanence requires certainty.
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0
Views
310
Britvik
Britvik
symphony
Venting How far I've fallen
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12
Views
650
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
issei123
Disorders and Suicide
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4
Views
506
LivideLamb
LivideLamb
oziinnz
If your sibling ctb would you still ctb?
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34
Views
1K
Hurt
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Goldy04
Where to buy sodium nitrate in Philippines
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2
Views
822
rationaltake
rationaltake
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Hows my plan? Is this a possible way to ctb?
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10
Views
615
Freedomindeath4me
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FindingPeace8
Venting I bought N from D and feel regret
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16
Views
993
Pluto
Pluto
J
Does anybody else feel like they're grieving themselves?
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22
Views
703
ArcherFiles44
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ShatteredSoul
Venting People
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22
Views
763
Britvik
Britvik
Hecuba
Has anyone you love ever ctb'ed, or intended/attempted to ctb?
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34
Views
2K
Why Me?
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death137
If being ugly ONLY affected getting relationships, I'd be content with that
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51
Views
3K
RegretedFeeling
RegretedFeeling
Greenberg
The Appeal of the Exit Bag
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13
Views
4K
WanderingWater
W
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Im defeated.
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3
Views
394
Infiniteloop
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I’m not ready
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12
Views
526
Red Scare
Red Scare
BigG91
Discussion Anyone Bipolar and wants to ctb because there's no hope in trying ?
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8
Views
605
BigG91
BigG91
golfmavenice
How can I blend pills in a blender? Amitriptyline cocktail
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2
Views
472
cappuccinogirl
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nottheend
Amitriptyline
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7
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1K
cappuccinogirl
C
BloodyNobody
Former child star actor SN death
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16
Views
2K
Shu
Shu
C
Help Scared after the "SN ctb failure"
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31
Views
2K
Smart No More
S
Depressed Cat
Teen girl on suicide watch kills herself in a five minute window between checks
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45
Views
2K
symphony
symphony
Y
Vsed start in two days, sn hopefully on the way and last resort, hanging
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26
Views
945
Zeus35
Zeus35
destroyer
what do you do to make yourself feel better?
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13
Views
997
Leiden
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AnĂłnimo
Method What speed do you think I'll need to die in a car crash?
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16
Views
1K
SuicidallyCurious
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Negrathecat
Let’s be friends?
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10
Views
708
katara
katara
deleted
Help Can a tourist buy N without any problems in Mexico?
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9
Views
1K
SuicidallyCurious
S
F
Does anyone else have "hopeful hypochondria?"
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19
Views
717
Al Cappella
Al Cappella
OuijaBored
Help Looking to CTB but unsure of science
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6
Views
465
NearlyIrrelevantCake
NearlyIrrelevantCake
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Discussion Is it weird to be worried about how others see me after I die?
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10
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544
inabsentia
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Ideas for the possibility both N and SN become unobtainable?
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8
Views
531
Freedomindeath4me
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