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Suicide Discussion

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Discussion Why is it so hard to get nembutal
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thedaywillcome
thedaywillcome
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Why do people like to OD/use drugs to CTB?
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9
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643
thedaywillcome
thedaywillcome
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Venting Nothing specific causing suicidal thoughts
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7
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509
theboy
theboy
Mr. Incapable
2,200 people around the world CTB today
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13
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1K
Fadeawaaaay
Fadeawaaaay
xkidx
how to do aquarium test on sn?
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0
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349
xkidx
xkidx
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Discussion Just scaring/worrying to connect N cylinder with available things
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9
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773
mandyjohnuk
mandyjohnuk
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Partial hanging
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11
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1K
Enoughnow
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Cryptonite
Help CTB checklist: What else is left to do?
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2
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608
Cryptonite
Cryptonite
lifecouldbedream
Discussion Acid + Sodium Bicarbonate CO2 reaction method, and my test of it
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41
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6K
anxiousguineapig
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Spidermanspiderpoo
Help SN in food?
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14
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1K
wljourney
wljourney
Jack4230
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  • Question
IM GOING TO KILL MYSELF
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10
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1K
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On a scale 1-10 how anxious are you? And what scares you the most?
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5
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502
victoria91
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thedaywillcome
Exist, Dignitas, Pegasos
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16
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1K
Lonerzepam
Lonerzepam
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Suicide prevention day?
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2
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387
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
foreverfalling
The many prisons of life
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14
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1K
thedaywillcome
thedaywillcome
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I can't shake how pointless everything is
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9
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579
Lifeaballache
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FuneralCry
I don’t understand why people want to ‘gatekeep’ suicide
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64
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5K
akana
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Zeus35
Swallowing a battery?
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20
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1K
virgilwalks
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Horrors Lazuli
Venting I tried so hard to make it. I'm beginning to plan my end.
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4
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595
Horrors Lazuli
Horrors Lazuli
jodes2
Venting Damn. I wish I was more suicidal.
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8
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530
jodes2
jodes2
jodes2
  • Poll
How certain are you that you want to CTB?
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10
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799
thedaywillcome
thedaywillcome
Mendex
What are your best reasons to commit suicide. and how do you justified it?
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78
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5K
akana
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Zeus35
I don't want to live anymore
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11
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784
It’sFkgUnbearable
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Nirrend
Resource 2 Months of Death Diary - Concluding Comments #2
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6
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1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Littlewittlelight
Venting Couldn't get ingredients
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5
Views
720
dustyfurcollector
dustyfurcollector
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Venting Body in freeze response chronic CPTSD
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2
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441
akana
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LateDecember
Venting Working around loved ones
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3
Views
368
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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  • Locked
I used to live a beautiful life
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32
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2K
RainAndSadness
RainAndSadness
InjuredBrainGamer
Help acquiring a shotgun as a Canadian visiting the States
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1
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325
evey8112
evey8112
Lonerzepam
Venting Why can't they just give me AS
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2
Views
387
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
dustyfurcollector
I had 3 great days
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9
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479
dustyfurcollector
dustyfurcollector
Cat12345
Venting Whatever
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4
Views
344
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
TimetoGo!
Fade to Black - Metallica Lyrics about Suicide. Hits home!
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6
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415
TimetoGo!
TimetoGo!
farakini
Why can’t I?
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5
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731
chloramine
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Irony?
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4
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396
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Heart disease
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24
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682
Rational man
Rational man
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Can I have consequences for having survived the SN?
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14
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972
Brayu
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freedompass
Venting Too negative for a suicide forum
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10
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1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Venting Pain pain pain
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11
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528
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
NeverEndingPain
Venting What am I waiting for?
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5
Views
458
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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I can't shake how pointless everything is
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6
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500
InjuredBrainGamer
InjuredBrainGamer
X
Not able to CTB due to mental illness
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7
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740
InjuredBrainGamer
InjuredBrainGamer
ikadasui
It'd be easier to swallow that I fucked up my life if it was my fault
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3
Views
446
Lily (Osako)
Lily (Osako)
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
Do you feel like a fraud, or that your issues aren't severe enough?
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13
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1K
hamvil
hamvil
tiny_dancer
Venting Wtf…and why??
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17
Views
989
VKVK
VKVK
mentalhealthfighter
Story Goodbye everyone.
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10
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1K
Hollowillow
Hollowillow
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Please help me with this SN plan
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4
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549
thebunny
thebunny
Lost Magic
So if a suicide is prevented, then what?
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26
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1K
Lily (Osako)
Lily (Osako)
Pearl
Venting I constantly fantasize about falling off a bridge and into water.
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10
Views
900
Pearl
Pearl
Euthanza
Help Sweet Morphine
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7
Views
991
chronicallybroken
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