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Suicide Discussion

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Help Can’t get sleepy or drunk anymore
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1
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315
jodes2
jodes2
TapeMachine
Discussion Silly Things We Worry About?
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3
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289
TapeMachine
TapeMachine
8
Worried about impulsivity but also about time
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3
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286
88124540
8
CTB Dream
Cruel monkey
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4
Views
359
jodes2
jodes2
J
Venting I did all that work just to commit suicide
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2
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431
downndone2
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mushroomhive
Discussion does anyone else dread the potential of an afterlife?
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30
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1K
itsallpointless
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I asked chatGPT about sodium nitrite
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19
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1K
suisuiforum
S
Q
Venting I'm going to do a CTB this morning.
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6
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796
sadDaysAhead
S
6
Help What type of rope is recommended for complete or partial hanging?
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3
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392
mafuyu
mafuyu
Tricondyla ledouxi
Why is SN easier to obtain than ae ? 😭 when will IC start selling AE?!
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9
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353
releasespieces
releasespieces
Tricondyla ledouxi
If you do the SN method without ae but you drink 2, 25g glasses, will it work?
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0
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267
Tricondyla ledouxi
Tricondyla ledouxi
F
How would you rate CTB methods by percentage?
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0
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272
fayth2567
F
S
Venting (Note to self)
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3
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313
jamie_
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excitingly_ctbidal
Venting i don't even feel that miserable, yet i wish someone would drive me to end it all
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3
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302
etherealgoddess
etherealgoddess
SomethingsOff
Do you ever feel stupid wanting to CTB
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7
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295
etherealgoddess
etherealgoddess
Tricondyla ledouxi
Help! Trying to do online assessment for meto but every site requires an ID verification with your address!!
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4
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256
Aya&Dazy
A
emptybox
Propranolol OD or SN, what would you choose?
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1
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316
jodes2
jodes2
FireFox
Going missing is the absolute worst here is why
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0
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324
FireFox
FireFox
borderline-feline
I want to be forgotten.
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9
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373
ephemerality
ephemerality
nembutal
anyone struggling with borderline?
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11
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419
theboy
theboy
IndyAna
I'm tired. Partial hanging help
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5
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432
Hopefully a helper
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Lonerzepam
Story A random stranger I've met cried when I told him I was going to ctb
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13
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1K
DesireDeath
D
kittypanova
Help help??? relatively time sensitive
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7
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399
lost_soul83
L
L
Venting I’m happy but then why do I still wanna kms?
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8
Views
624
bpdblackout
bpdblackout
S
Discussion Why are millions of people CTB ??
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5
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380
Superdeterminist
Superdeterminist
F
Discussion Can suicide be psychotic AND selfish?
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3
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330
hellispink
hellispink
C
Wanting to join my partner in death
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4
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423
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
0Minx0
Venting Feeling like shit
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3
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313
TransMagical
TransMagical
C
Venting Sometimes I think that CTB is my destiny, does anyone relate?
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10
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420
Source Energy
Source Energy
J
Method Changed mind about method from SN to nitrogen
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6
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2K
Source Energy
Source Energy
J
Today is the day. Thanks to everyone and SS.
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17
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755
nyctophilic
nyctophilic
alown
ctb in prison
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23
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2K
Kawika12
K
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Method What does it feel like to pass out on nitrogen?
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5
Views
974
Sapphire
Sapphire
trucker247
Hanging questions
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2
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731
absolomonisgone
A
looking_for_peace
Are there any ways we can make it easier for our family after we ctb?
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11
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819
LeavingInPeace
LeavingInPeace
xxAbigailxx
How to make it easier for my family?
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7
Views
343
Sittichmutter
Sittichmutter
Andro • Ανδρομέδα
Discussion I'm not sure I trust it here anymore
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62
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3K
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
card1nal
Venting Reminiscing on past plans to CTB
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2
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293
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
B
I carried on fighting for a month longer and things just got worse
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2
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305
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CTB Dream
Random chaos
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4
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294
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
namida
Help advice before buying from ic
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20
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2K
Truth1234
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incorporationated
Best spots to cut?
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10
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655
letmegetout
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Faejin
Help Regarding NaCl (cooking salt) overdose.
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5
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448
freelifexit
freelifexit
Zeus35
Feeling really suicidal
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8
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398
Vitya
Vitya
SomethingsOff
Fuck how death works tbh
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8
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386
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
I
Venting I feel like shit
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5
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354
inertescape
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Ghostofthepast
Everything is pointless
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10
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303
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
nembutal
what is a noticeable sign that tells others you are close to attempting?
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11
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510
asleepsomewhere
A
A
Venting Coming up on the 5 year anniversary of my last attempt. Lots of feelings about it
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2
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291
Againstthewind
Againstthewind
B
DeBreather 3--any news? His old website is up for sale.
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5
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443
Bardo
B
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