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Suicide Discussion

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Whats happening in the body after SN?
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2
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455
littlelady774
littlelady774
finishLana
Something new for a method
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3
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376
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
incorporationated
How to CTB without SI and pain?
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10
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1K
downndone2
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Any ideas for obtaining antiemetic on parents drug plan?
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1
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260
jodes2
jodes2
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Feeling sad
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8
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264
Cherry
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TAW122
Discussion Another good philosophical article by existentialgoof
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4
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664
TAW122
TAW122
0Minx0
Hiding self harm wounds
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10
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489
0Minx0
0Minx0
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What happens when you die? Who get notified?
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5
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327
haiku
haiku
dinkyjester
bleeding out
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6
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710
Kattt
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Ghostofthepast
I hate my life
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10
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400
wanttodie
wanttodie
FireFox
I am so stupid for falling in love with a 55 year old man
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6
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337
downndone2
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What do you believe is on the other side?
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39
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966
Kush-Chronic
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derpycool
ODing on pharmaceuticals
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0
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237
derpycool
derpycool
Thankyoufortoday
Venting The last straw
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13
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496
StruggleWithin
StruggleWithin
donttellmybf2004
Discussion What over-the-counter stuff won’t suck?
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5
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355
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
Catlovergirl
Guys is this the correct SODIUM NITRITE? If so I have to much
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8
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694
Catlovergirl
Catlovergirl
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Escape
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4
Views
299
Csmith8827
Csmith8827
lunarflower
SN in US
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1
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242
jodes2
jodes2
CTB Dream
Venting Ape friend ape
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5
Views
404
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CTB Dream
Void
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9
Views
422
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
Want story but
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1
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250
noname223
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alivefornow
On the way (partial hanging)
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11
Views
459
Kattt
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Lavender Dreams
Importing SN to the UK
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9
Views
662
JC96178235
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Socaku
Feels like I am postponing to ctb.... I have the means though..... Does anyone feel the same thing....
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18
Views
859
Sadgirldaisy
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Suicide Spots London
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8
Views
967
JC96178235
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Lunareonn
Venting They all say the same thing
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13
Views
444
Lunareonn
Lunareonn
Navi
Any songs to drown in despair and nothingness?
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26
Views
463
Lunareonn
Lunareonn
Painless_end
  • Poll
How close are you to CTB
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109
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5K
jjl94
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Is it legal to order Sodium Nitrite in the UK?
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6
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1K
JC96178235
J
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Help Sodium Nitrite UK
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22
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2K
JC96178235
J
P
SN sources for UK
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14
Views
624
JC96178235
J
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Anger is burning me
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2
Views
248
sadDaysAhead
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333olivia
Venting Third failed attempt
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6
Views
524
333olivia
333olivia
CTB Dream
Venting Everyday memory injury damage
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1
Views
259
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
reverse03
Venting How can I ctb when everyone thought I am getting better
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3
Views
282
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CTB Dream
Venting Main prob no methof
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1
Views
263
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Is it normal to be this excited
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5
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298
itsallpointless
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If you had a year left to live
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17
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409
itsallpointless
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Venting I hate how i look
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3
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387
ruintention
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Nitrogen source for UK
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0
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257
inertescape
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notadaisy
  • Question
Help question about using the site
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2
Views
373
notadaisy
notadaisy
HermitLonerGuy
Forensic specialist looks at autopsy and says what drowning feels like (my method)
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33
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3K
HermitLonerGuy
HermitLonerGuy
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Needed a way to express how much in pain I am
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4
Views
304
thebusislatetonight
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FieldsofLavender
Discussion Do you SH because you want to CTB?
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15
Views
443
mushroomhive
mushroomhive
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Discussion Is anyone afraid to recover?
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16
Views
530
The Eeyorish One
The Eeyorish One
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Why is suicide so hard
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8
Views
597
Darkover
Darkover
borderline-feline
Venting Irrational pain over a fictional character making me want to die
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33
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1K
borderline-feline
borderline-feline
trucker247
Final questions before i go
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3
Views
348
almostoutofhere
almostoutofhere
Lonerzepam
Resource Websites to send encrypted, private, self distructing messages
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2
Views
780
Lost in a Dream
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FireFox
Suicidal as valentines day approaches
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20
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422
oneeyed
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