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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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150mg of clonazepam
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1
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413
dra1ncoreslwt
dra1ncoreslwt
starrvingstar
constant state of short breath and panic attack feeling
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0
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342
starrvingstar
starrvingstar
SuicideM4n
When did your suicidal thoughts start?
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113
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5K
CountOfTuscany
CountOfTuscany
JudasIscariot
Do you have to provide contact information for CCS ordering?
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10
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2K
zeenatax
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soontobedone
SN Data
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0
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466
soontobedone
soontobedone
Hystearical
I really want to finally die
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10
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1K
Tartuffe
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bloop714
Discussion help with suicide note
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5
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763
Sad4Evr
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CentreMid
Discussion It's the Most Horrible Time of the Year
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8
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906
Citruscine
Citruscine
Pancake
Venting I’m so afraid of death
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11
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1K
Source Energy
Source Energy
Barteljaap
  • Poll
Would becoming homeless make you CTB?
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9
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1K
nosoul
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calssilva
Peter Sloterdijk worth reading ?
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2
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715
SexyIncél
SexyIncél
sizuen
Proper Mindset for CBT
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2
Views
550
SexyIncél
SexyIncél
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Share your experience,former or current sedative users. Answer my questions please
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6
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568
Daria98765
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Dawns
can anyone give me advice on SN sources? how do i find them?
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6
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1K
Catastrofe
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C
Visualizing what 25g of SN and 50ml looks like, posted in another thread on here
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10
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2K
Letgo
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CTB Dream
Venting Fake word
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1
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408
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
annxietty
Venting Despair
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6
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761
annxietty
annxietty
ph4zzzy
Method If I could ctb anyway, I would go like this
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2
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809
ph4zzzy
ph4zzzy
m4rius
Venting Loneliness - vent thread #8492
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1
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379
Amaterasu
Amaterasu
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Story I’ve been in a deep depression for 8 months. I want to get well but now feel like CTB is my only option
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16
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1K
NorthernMonkey
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oooobeeeeii
Method Anyone with experience with heroin/cocaine?
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11
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1K
SanctionedSquad
SanctionedSquad
m4rius
Venting I have every chemical needed to OD on.
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7
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1K
vaguebluur
vaguebluur
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Method saffron overdose
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3
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1K
vaguebluur
vaguebluur
M
If God exists, why did he give such a thing as suicide?
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39
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3K
itsallpointless
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Cr1ym
CCS SN
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12
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2K
bluebird16
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miauimon
Help I need to consider my options before CTB
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0
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382
miauimon
miauimon
Iva
I'm drunk and alone-- in this mindset I could CTB so easily
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11
Views
719
Iva
Iva
PeterThePizzaGuy55
Venting Just waiting for when I can CTB
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4
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627
PeterThePizzaGuy55
PeterThePizzaGuy55
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Belgium liberal right to die laws
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4
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993
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
sizuen
Venting Anxiety Disorder after Failing
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6
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1K
TheDizzenter
TheDizzenter
PlushieLover
  • Question
How does it feels to be about to commit suicide?
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22
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2K
leavingsoon99
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Got my SN a few days ago
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1
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553
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
ShotgunShell
Method Help me choose: SN or Night Night method?
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23
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3K
sickofeverything7
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Rock0Dial
Story Howdy - Introduction Note from a Former Lurker
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2
Views
646
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
leap_from_life
My friend dreamt about my ctb
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4
Views
499
leap_from_life
leap_from_life
TheDizzenter
Venting Does It feels your effort matters as nothing?
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2
Views
463
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
U
Venting It drives me insane that people will never understand the seriousness and depth of suffering unless they go through it.
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7
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1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
trist
Venting i would ctb right now if i had the opportunity
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6
Views
569
trist
trist
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Help Need advice on where to ctb
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2
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490
deathenjoyer
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Method Question about using 12 guage shotgun
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2
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715
HerculePoirot
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Interloper
Discussion What kind of medication has the strongest chance of increasing someone's risk of committing suicide?
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6
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732
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
catastrophix
Venting The absolute last straw
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7
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913
LateForTheBus
LateForTheBus
szk
Venting Paranoia
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1
Views
381
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Jupit3rs
There's no point in hoping
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5
Views
752
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
Rumi
What is the strongest sedative that is easily accessible?
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8
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1K
vaguebluur
vaguebluur
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I showered for the first time in months and felt the worse I have been in months
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20
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2K
Viranamari
Viranamari
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My SN plan for now
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0
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587
cowie
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DiscT
Can't teach old dogs new tricks
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4
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982
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Scacie
I'm not sure
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15
Views
870
Viranamari
Viranamari
scamper
Discussion Are you planning for what happens in the world after you ctb?
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13
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1K
H.O.Xan
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