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Suicide Discussion

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emptymiku
sister made me food today because i almost passed out again lol
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4
Views
431
emptymiku
emptymiku
D
My life is fucked
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4
Views
955
CompleteControl
CompleteControl
B
How can i get acess to propofol?
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5
Views
1K
System28
S
ShepherdOfMyself
Anyone planning to CTB because of the state of the world?
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39
Views
3K
CompleteControl
CompleteControl
kat45
I am not real, a poem
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3
Views
843
Dead Meat
Dead Meat
DarknessAtNoon
Anyone planning to CTB deep in the forest?
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7
Views
877
CompleteControl
CompleteControl
ChildrensITV
Discussion Isn't it weird breaking past that "I can't do it to my family" barrier?
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9
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1K
ChildrensITV
ChildrensITV
Brokensoulwalking
Venting These dark thoughts aren't passing
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26
Views
1K
Per Ardua Ad Astra
Per Ardua Ad Astra
tryingmybest
Obsessing over someone that doesn’t care about me anymore
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9
Views
1K
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
B
How likely would 6g to 10g of pentobarbital worh with alcohol
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0
Views
488
Blackrose23
B
dimstar
Help How to get benzos perscribed u.s.
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8
Views
1K
hellispink
hellispink
B
Help How to CTB at a hotel without traumatizing the workers..?
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9
Views
2K
hellispink
hellispink
LateForTheBus
I'm a wreck...
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2
Views
567
LateForTheBus
LateForTheBus
5417807
Discussion Anyone else with babies feel like they have to ctb before the baby grows up?
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22
Views
1K
hellispink
hellispink
PrettyKitty
I failed ctb and ended up in the mental hospital
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23
Views
2K
PrettyKitty
PrettyKitty
boxtobs
Venting can't stand to look at myself
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3
Views
798
SamTam33
S
M
Planning to ctb with CO poisoning
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10
Views
2K
Gonnerr
G
DouceLune
SN Pricing (scammed?)
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10
Views
2K
Blahhh
Blahhh
blackwidow92
SN Method
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1
Views
575
Anna.
Anna.
E
Envisioning
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1
Views
476
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
TAW122
Resource Proving prolifer hypocrisy through symmetry
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9
Views
2K
NoLoveNoHope
NoLoveNoHope
trist
Venting i don't want to die, i want to disappear
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6
Views
688
trist
trist
tryingmybest
I have so much anger inside of me
Replies
9
Views
1K
OceanBlue
OceanBlue
patpat
Method Red cap mushroom or flugsvamp
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3
Views
1K
patpat
patpat
thankyou
My life isn’t worth struggling for, idc if I die
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3
Views
960
leavingsoon99
L
H
Venting My impulse to CTB increases when I’m left alone at home.
Replies
6
Views
512
bobosanogo
B
SilentSadness
Venting Hiding my true self to prevent abuse.
Replies
4
Views
762
Danielwc
D
PrettyKitty
My suicide attempts my story.
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0
Views
706
PrettyKitty
PrettyKitty
birdofafeather
Venting Failed to CTB now I have to live with myself (CW: NSFW)
Replies
10
Views
2K
freedfromvice
F
aimless_arrow
Venting Be proud of me, dammit
Replies
10
Views
872
kvheeo
kvheeo
honkpilleddoomer
No future
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4
Views
444
thisiswhoiam-
T
disorder
getting sn in europe (not uk)
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10
Views
845
yellowjasminegoing
Y
Lame-Loser324
Cbt wrist slit
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10
Views
1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Venting Is suicide your first choice?
Replies
13
Views
1K
OceanBlue
OceanBlue
szk
Venting Not worth the time.
Replies
1
Views
368
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
B
How likely would I die
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6
Views
533
Blackrose23
B
TheSadGoose
Method See you on the other side!
Replies
15
Views
2K
YourAverageLurker
YourAverageLurker
ItsAllTooLate
Discussion Does anyone else torture themselves by hanging onto slivers of hope or possibility that things will get better?
Replies
9
Views
981
Already Gone now
A
Anna.
Help no SN possibility but hanging?
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5
Views
541
Anna.
Anna.
nonialabaster
Method Gosh, my babies. It's getting rough.
Replies
12
Views
2K
nonialabaster
nonialabaster
DarkRose
PPeH 4 drug protocole morphine
Replies
16
Views
867
Shadowlord900
Shadowlord900
N
Method No hunger, no sleep, feeling like i am at the end
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26
Views
2K
nosoul
N
NoLoveNoHope
Discussion Pro-Choice Activism
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10
Views
1K
TAW122
TAW122
dyn00ss
Help helpp pls(total hanging)
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4
Views
1K
thouxan
thouxan
Tricondyla ledouxi
Do you think the guy behind IC and EM actually cares about his customers? I’ve heard he is pro-choice and pro-euthanasia
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13
Views
1K
TAW122
TAW122
E
Method SN + Meth
Replies
3
Views
683
Zaragoza
Zaragoza
Szinuus
I only live in my dreams
Replies
24
Views
979
nosoul
N
hrsprayqn
UK Delivery from IC/EM of SN
Replies
18
Views
2K
sparkle
sparkle
GreatExpectations
Venting Never been depressed but wanna ctb anyway
Replies
3
Views
1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
W
Method SN questions
Replies
0
Views
546
white_bear
W
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