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Suicide Discussion

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Haunted_One
Venting How am I supposed to live like this???
Replies
8
Views
807
GasMonkey
GasMonkey
waii6211111
Discussion What is the best and worst thing to overdose on?
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10
Views
1K
thrutrekfinaly
thrutrekfinaly
Loveless
Venting I'm tired of struggling
Replies
6
Views
636
Loveless
Loveless
Darkover
the sheer boredom of this place
Replies
1
Views
498
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
M
I know it's frowned upon to persuade ppl not to ctb here
Replies
19
Views
1K
Twiceler
Twiceler
flyinghigh
Story i feel so guilty
Replies
4
Views
583
flyinghigh
flyinghigh
Barteljaap
I want to kill myself
Replies
4
Views
495
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Venting I don't get it
Replies
1
Views
483
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
G
CO method not easy!
Replies
3
Views
1K
befree
befree
CTB Dream
Venting Friend relate all show
Replies
5
Views
579
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
hikki
Discussion The paradox of deserving it
Replies
11
Views
629
hikki
hikki
S
How my anhedonia happened... the biggest reason I want to die...
Replies
4
Views
1K
Intuit101
I
Darkest.Mind-
Bye.
Replies
11
Views
743
Shivali
Shivali
R
Help Sn quantities
Replies
4
Views
535
reignerreigns
R
HopefulSleep
Help How can I test if something is strong enough to hang myself on? I am thinking of using the metal bar in my closet.
Replies
8
Views
870
HopefulSleep
HopefulSleep
HannahB
Method Deadly Plants
Replies
62
Views
12K
Lucilius
L
chococat
Venting It is selfish and unethical to force someone to live.
Replies
6
Views
612
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
I
What is the easiest and most painless way to CTB?
Replies
5
Views
712
Vizzy
Vizzy
L
Help How do you swallow 400 pills?
Replies
3
Views
879
Sparx
S
OnceThougtTwiceDone
Does suicidal thoughts feel like chest pain to anyone else?
Replies
33
Views
2K
yukan
yukan
chococat
Method Why would you choose partial hanging over full suspension?
Replies
6
Views
2K
Reiter
R
Bobert_Beniro
What makes you feel the worst?
Replies
9
Views
912
Body bobi
Body bobi
B
Method What’s the consensus on SN without antiemetics?
Replies
23
Views
2K
Days_are_numbered
D
C
Help trying to leave finances to my family w/o drawing suspicion
Replies
3
Views
422
Linda
Linda
MildlyBetter
Discussion "Most people are generally happy"
Replies
16
Views
841
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
D
Am I gonna go to hell?
Replies
30
Views
2K
Unknown21
Unknown21
B
  • Question
sn
Replies
10
Views
1K
Vizzy
Vizzy
ringo99
Got my SN at last. Have a few questions
Replies
11
Views
1K
Not.Flugel
Not.Flugel
Specific_Milk
  • Poll
Discussion Do you support the ideology of anti-natalism?
Replies
65
Views
5K
Unknown21
Unknown21
squirley
  • Question
Method Hang. Electrical cord.? +
Replies
0
Views
649
squirley
squirley
Hadès
Discussion Would you guys share your best songs ?
Replies
15
Views
1K
Parnate
P
I
Help Looking for SN that ships to UK
Replies
0
Views
343
InLifeThereIsDeath
I
L
Where to get SN in UK?
Replies
3
Views
586
InLifeThereIsDeath
I
marcy2022
Trial IV drip before ctb
Replies
5
Views
671
downndone2
D
TheSpookyNameGuy
Discussion Do "Suicide Pills" exist?
Replies
2
Views
575
unnormal9
unnormal9
PurrpTypeFeel
Discussion Anyone else feel they genuinely are a burden?
Replies
40
Views
2K
brokeandbroken
B
A
Discussion info on ctb by train
Replies
1
Views
597
Jallu55
J
roseleaf
Venting Too tired to vent
Replies
0
Views
328
roseleaf
roseleaf
leap_from_life
thank you all sweethearts
Replies
6
Views
665
old_constant69
O
U
SI fear from hanging kicks in
Replies
4
Views
769
CentreMid
CentreMid
DarknessAtNoon
Is anybody considering making one last grand effort to improve their lives before CTB?
Replies
57
Views
2K
henry22
H
sannoji
Discussion anyone else want to CTB when they’re just “finished” with living?
Replies
4
Views
497
unnormal9
unnormal9
𝐘𝐨ñ𝐥𝐮
Resource CCS
Replies
16
Views
2K
unnormal9
unnormal9
ferret-in-a-sock
Failure in Everything I Do to Get Better
Replies
5
Views
624
RottenApple17
R
FreeGiven
Venting It wouldn't even phase my mom if I CTB
Replies
2
Views
431
Slipkorn
S
Koppite
Discussion Nembutal update in PPeH Essentials May Update
Replies
13
Views
2K
unnormal9
unnormal9
J
Discussion Portuguese parliament votes to allow limited euthanasia
Replies
3
Views
653
unnormal9
unnormal9
gizzreid
I ORDERED SN!
Replies
13
Views
2K
unnormal9
unnormal9
SickandTiredMimikyu
CTB soon; unsure if this will work
Replies
10
Views
946
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
silkwings
Venting smoked for the first time,,,
Replies
8
Views
625
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
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