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Suicide Discussion

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How do you deal with the loss your CTB will cause?
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21
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1K
Ki_Nam
Ki_Nam
Unlucked
Botched surgery, blocked airway, no help. cbt canada
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45
Views
3K
Never Alive
Never Alive
Rational man
UK hs2 rail line to London, cost in excess of 100 billion pounds. While people go hungry and remain homeless.
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3
Views
388
notwhereIbelong
notwhereIbelong
Yuki K
Am I selfish for wanting to ctb?
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14
Views
903
janejackson
J
Pacco
My last day has begun.
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65
Views
5K
not-2-b-the-answer
not-2-b-the-answer
L
Is anyone here going to commit suicide because of romantic loneliness / repeated humiliation?
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39
Views
2K
HopelessSoul
H
M
Story My mom makes me insane (vent)
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21
Views
886
Ki_Nam
Ki_Nam
thankyou
Im dying in my home with dignity, but I need to make this easier for my partner
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4
Views
775
SexyIncél
SexyIncél
R
Intro
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9
Views
778
Sparr0w
Sparr0w
dyn00ss
Method hi
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4
Views
660
CentreMid
CentreMid
T
Venting I’m trying to get over her
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20
Views
986
SexyIncél
SexyIncél
FuneralCry
Venting It disgusts me how as humans we are still denied a peaceful right to die.
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4
Views
609
eashanm
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cogmachine
Venting it hurts how self-centered people are
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2
Views
461
cogmachine
cogmachine
K
Venting Why am I like this? I fucking hate it
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6
Views
1K
KHU
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AloneInCollege
Venting Probably getting pretty close
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3
Views
514
inactive22
I
vodkabuck
i hate self pity
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1
Views
492
Ki_Nam
Ki_Nam
S
Help I'm looking to CTB but I'm not sure how exactly to do it.
Replies
4
Views
748
Hitakiri
Hitakiri
dra1ncoreslwt
  • Question
Venting the frustrating concept of “choice”
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2
Views
702
cogmachine
cogmachine
nowaru
Discussion Disassociation/Derealization
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8
Views
1K
Blackroom_57
B
A
Discussion Constantly cheery militant pro lifers?
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14
Views
664
SamTam33
S
Busridin'26
Venting I'm as suicidal as can be with no way out it seems.
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11
Views
1K
WallsClosingInn
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finnn
Venting rant because why not
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2
Views
385
Ki_Nam
Ki_Nam
Archness
Venting No one knows (good thing)
Replies
2
Views
596
TimeHasCome6
TimeHasCome6
R
SN method?
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3
Views
866
wellherewego_
W
A
Venting I'm the only one who can help you!
Replies
8
Views
603
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Kitana
Lately I can’t stop thinking about negative stuff… and it just results with a wish to be able to kill myself
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2
Views
345
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Brokensoulwalking
Venting Never meant to be happy
Replies
5
Views
525
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
D
Discussion I think that i just ate my very last meal
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9
Views
606
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
jojointhebus
Need informations about N
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0
Views
354
jojointhebus
jojointhebus
qwerty1969
Starvation
Replies
7
Views
568
Sparr0w
Sparr0w
huntergirl14
I don't have any reason to be alive.
Replies
8
Views
488
Darkover
Darkover
Dr.Sleep (Im tired)
  • Poll
Should i be SaSu's Resident Organic Chemist?
Replies
18
Views
1K
Dr.Sleep (Im tired)
Dr.Sleep (Im tired)
slashedpiel
Venting just a rant since i can't be bothered to be bombarded with "are u okay" messages.
Replies
3
Views
525
slashedpiel
slashedpiel
oooobeeeeii
How to starve without my parents finding out?
Replies
8
Views
1K
oooobeeeeii
oooobeeeeii
S
Is It Normal To Be Triggered Over This?
Replies
6
Views
673
Looking
Looking
Angel_Guts
Choking kink??
Replies
2
Views
589
Worndown
Worndown
W
My worst nightmare is becoming old and being forced to live in a care home.
Replies
9
Views
697
Soulless Angel
Soulless Angel
melancholyxx
Venting I'm tired; a messy vent of everything
Replies
2
Views
674
draingang
draingang
RainAndSadness
The crackdown on DIY hormones for trans people.
Replies
16
Views
3K
Black Rose Bunny
Black Rose Bunny
immrw
Discussion "Teens, especially girls, are experiencing more violence, suicidal thoughts and mental health challenges, CDC survey finds"
Replies
5
Views
781
Black Rose Bunny
Black Rose Bunny
P
Question about USORDA (SN from IC)
Replies
0
Views
345
poff1170
P
dra1ncoreslwt
  • Question
Venting the shock of a failed OD attempt
Replies
1
Views
926
ocklepold
ocklepold
dra1ncoreslwt
  • Question
Help mentioning suic1de to friends
Replies
13
Views
1K
dra1ncoreslwt
dra1ncoreslwt
dra1ncoreslwt
  • Question
Venting I wish love was the cure
Replies
5
Views
936
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
A
Venting All on your head?
Replies
1
Views
410
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
esoterispeec
How hard is it to starve to death?
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12
Views
2K
dra1ncoreslwt
dra1ncoreslwt
ChildrensITV
Help Is it unbearable for anyone else?
Replies
9
Views
1K
outrider567
O
warriorofeld
Venting Why I have to go
Replies
2
Views
402
Departme
Departme
dimstar
My so left me.
Replies
5
Views
864
Kasumi
Kasumi
ppie41
Venting Bpd
Replies
2
Views
440
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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