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Suicide Discussion

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ctbgurl
Venting Sexual Stupefaction
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2
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335
leeloosnow
leeloosnow
L
  • Question
Method tramadol and flexiril + zofran?
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4
Views
370
ThisIsLife
ThisIsLife
J
Venting I think I need help
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30
Views
803
Forever Sleep
F
J
Venting Auditory hallucinations, brain feeling trapped
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4
Views
246
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
molassesmorasses
What should I watch out for with hanging?
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11
Views
833
NHLTradeRumor
NHLTradeRumor
ladymacbeth
Story It's happening now
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17
Views
816
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
J
Venting Anyone want to talk?
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4
Views
261
Journeytoletgo
J
C
Method Concerta method?
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1
Views
463
thinkimdone
thinkimdone
H
Anyone else have an irrational fear of what comes after?
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11
Views
308
Forever Sleep
F
SmilingSunrises
Hanging in bed
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3
Views
912
Kattt
K
FieldsofLavender
Discussion Is anyone else only alive because of others?
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40
Views
2K
Kattt
K
J
Venting I’m really confused sexually
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3
Views
318
Kattt
K
H
Discussion People who have survived jumping, what was it like?
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0
Views
335
HopeIsLost
H
jdog2498
Method Homemade rope?
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3
Views
668
HopeIsLost
H
O
Seems like you can’t buy SN in the US anymore
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9
Views
848
lonelyredhead15
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looking_for_peace
Help antiemetic
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0
Views
262
looking_for_peace
looking_for_peace
FieldsofLavender
  • Poll
Discussion Would you wirehead instead of CTB if you had the chance?
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23
Views
563
Zelonis
Z
katara
Venting Anyone here under 30 and have no friends? (honestly)
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54
Views
3K
The Eeyorish One
The Eeyorish One
K
Method Pistol angle inside the mouth and towards the chest? Which bullet for maximum damage?
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1
Views
471
00nobody00
0
D
CtB Medication OD
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2
Views
197
downndone2
D
N
Whats happening in the body after SN?
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2
Views
425
littlelady774
littlelady774
finishLana
Something new for a method
Replies
3
Views
343
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
incorporationated
How to CTB without SI and pain?
Replies
10
Views
1K
downndone2
D
X
Any ideas for obtaining antiemetic on parents drug plan?
Replies
1
Views
210
jodes2
jodes2
C
Feeling sad
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8
Views
223
Cherry
C
TAW122
Discussion Another good philosophical article by existentialgoof
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4
Views
583
TAW122
TAW122
0Minx0
Hiding self harm wounds
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10
Views
436
0Minx0
0Minx0
F
What happens when you die? Who get notified?
Replies
5
Views
290
haiku
haiku
dinkyjester
bleeding out
Replies
6
Views
635
Kattt
K
Ghostofthepast
I hate my life
Replies
10
Views
356
wanttodie
wanttodie
FireFox
I am so stupid for falling in love with a 55 year old man
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6
Views
293
downndone2
D
W
What do you believe is on the other side?
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39
Views
845
Kush-Chronic
K
derpycool
ODing on pharmaceuticals
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0
Views
209
derpycool
derpycool
Thankyoufortoday
Venting The last straw
Replies
13
Views
453
StruggleWithin
StruggleWithin
donttellmybf2004
Discussion What over-the-counter stuff won’t suck?
Replies
5
Views
323
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
Catlovergirl
Guys is this the correct SODIUM NITRITE? If so I have to much
Replies
8
Views
655
Catlovergirl
Catlovergirl
E
Escape
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4
Views
253
Csmith8827
Csmith8827
lunarflower
SN in US
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1
Views
208
jodes2
jodes2
CTB Dream
Venting Ape friend ape
Replies
5
Views
362
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CTB Dream
Void
Replies
9
Views
378
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
Want story but
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1
Views
223
noname223
N
alivefornow
On the way (partial hanging)
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11
Views
430
Kattt
K
Lavender Dreams
Importing SN to the UK
Replies
9
Views
609
JC96178235
J
Socaku
Feels like I am postponing to ctb.... I have the means though..... Does anyone feel the same thing....
Replies
18
Views
830
Sadgirldaisy
S
R
Suicide Spots London
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8
Views
916
JC96178235
J
Lunareonn
Venting They all say the same thing
Replies
13
Views
400
Lunareonn
Lunareonn
Navi
Any songs to drown in despair and nothingness?
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26
Views
411
Lunareonn
Lunareonn
Painless_end
  • Poll
How close are you to CTB
Replies
109
Views
5K
jjl94
J
D
Is it legal to order Sodium Nitrite in the UK?
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6
Views
1K
JC96178235
J
I
Help Sodium Nitrite UK
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22
Views
2K
JC96178235
J
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