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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
solemn and sad
I'm preparing to ctb soon by partial suspension. Any thougts advice or anything else for my final moments?
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0
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362
solemn and sad
solemn and sad
wastingpotential
how do you go on when things get so hard?
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11
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1K
cristaleyez
cristaleyez
F
What happens to people’s family after they ctb?
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6
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627
missingpeace
M
CerberusReapers
Story Today I reach freedom.
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15
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1K
Dominicka
D
hxppythxught
Discussion If you could go back in time, would you?
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31
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1K
missingpeace
M
noalarms
Do you consider yourself fortunate?
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44
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2K
Archness
Archness
S
Question
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2
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325
missingpeace
M
stilhavinightmares
If your loved one was going to CTB, what would be most comforting to you?
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13
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753
Rob1984
Rob1984
gcso
Discussion Everything is distractions under the veil of emptiness.
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3
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586
Archness
Archness
H
Stat dose or 48 hr regimen for sn method and why?
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3
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585
missingpeace
M
E
Vent.. too pussy to do it trying tk work up the nerve
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5
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559
itsallpointless
I
terminalending
Jumping in front of a train
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13
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994
fatguy
fatguy
I
the nature of warnings
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0
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266
itsallpointless
I
S
The people who have committed the worst crimes have the freedom to leave peacefully.
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5
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896
missingpeace
M
CTB Dream
Help Close space
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0
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289
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
plushjuggybandit
Venting I can't live in a world where I have to work
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30
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1K
Pinkliquid12
Pinkliquid12
Inferno
Did anyone else experience weight gain while on antipsychotics/antidepressants?
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36
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1K
jarebear2001
J
Catching_the_bus
Method Is Wellbutrin a viable method?
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3
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840
Catching_the_bus
Catching_the_bus
Darkover
it will always be better to never exist than be alive
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14
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927
SamTam33
S
P
Venting I want to live in a world where it's perpetually evening 🌆
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9
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716
cristaleyez
cristaleyez
DeathToSpiesSMERSH
How much is SN usually?
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16
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1K
Tartuffe
T
blueecat
Discussion does anyone else's mind work like this?
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4
Views
841
Archness
Archness
exhaustedanonymous
Venting sh relapse & the money i was saving for my ex & me, but not me
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0
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238
exhaustedanonymous
exhaustedanonymous
Source Energy
Started getting ready for soon ctb
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4
Views
387
Source Energy
Source Energy
KatyushaHanging
Venting Just letting it all out.
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3
Views
338
peacesoon
P
stilhavinightmares
Help Next week is it. Thoughts on plan?
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23
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2K
ctbsurvivor<3
ctbsurvivor<3
KatyushaHanging
Story Do things ever feel fuzzy?
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2
Views
429
KatyushaHanging
KatyushaHanging
its-about-time
Reason not to put SN in capsules
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3
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669
novem
novem
E
Powerless
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1
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249
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
N
Method viable alternative nitrite salts that are more readily available than SN
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0
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558
NoahJuan
N
Ineedtodie
From 1 to 10, how lonely do you feel?how socially alienated and judged? How much you're suffering in silence?
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25
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937
BBBB
B
BlackWednesday
The choice is out of my hands now
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11
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763
Mthom2
M
D
Anyone else having these issues
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10
Views
406
downndone2
D
devian
Discussion what did you expect your life to be when you were younger?
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15
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534
ghosty2187
ghosty2187
Misery99
Help Which would be the quicker way to die? Hanging or suicide by Carbon monoxide poisoning?
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11
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1K
ManWithNoName
ManWithNoName
I
Making my epilepsy worse?
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5
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671
exhaustedanonymous
exhaustedanonymous
touhoufan
overdosing? F/N information???
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3
Views
467
touhoufan
touhoufan
E
Everyone's desire
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0
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169
eternalbliss22
E
Fulminare
I’m an idiot who drank SN impulsively
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119
Views
13K
aleph_zero
A
insomni_yak001
has anyone gotten SN from dd?
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11
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821
Tartuffe
T
G
Help I Want to CTB, but I am scared of the afterlife
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14
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2K
Secrets1
Secrets1
Rational man
I lost my fear of death when I accepted that all life ends.
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11
Views
615
TAW122
TAW122
T
Has anyone successfully gotten N in Mexico or Peru recently?
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4
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1K
lionetta12
L
CTB Dream
Venting Refuse live
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5
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1K
Winry
Winry
mushroomhive
Venting i want to kill myself tonight, but i have NO methods
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6
Views
814
TAW122
TAW122
Ghostofthepast
My life is awful
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4
Views
333
Ghostofthepast
Ghostofthepast
rail.tracerr
Venting I can't keep doing this relationship.
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4
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1K
rail.tracerr
rail.tracerr
_Skyn
Assisted suicide
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3
Views
695
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
BlackCatTalk
Venting Thanks
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3
Views
327
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
H
  • Poll
Discussion If you had a baby by accident now, would you feel obligated to stick around at least until the kid reaches his 20s? Poll
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25
Views
775
evientually
evientually
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