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Suicide Discussion

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TAW122
Venting I hate how one cannot truly express their real feelings about wanting to die without unwanted consequences
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8
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922
TAW122
TAW122
Water-Lily
I’m behind everyone. I don’t deserve to take up space around them
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12
Views
920
OhWellDerp321
O
hhh_
my ctb date
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8
Views
570
azo
azo
PinkyStat
Help I dont know what to feel anymore
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5
Views
418
Crono
C
FuneralCry
Venting The view that existence is supposedly “good” is an incredibly harmful delusion.
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0
Views
418
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Huggs
So much has to go right for CTB
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3
Views
422
020x
020x
Busridin'26
Discussion World ending or just your life ending?
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7
Views
939
wristcutangel
wristcutangel
I
Idk what to do
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7
Views
472
idkwhoami
I
subhuman metalhead
Should I do it?
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4
Views
508
wristcutangel
wristcutangel
I
I’ve tried help but I’m done and need help finding the method for me
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3
Views
457
befree
befree
d3ad
self-strangulation with cloth
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2
Views
779
wristcutangel
wristcutangel
durdendeath
I'm so tired
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1
Views
389
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
404
living just to please someone
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2
Views
322
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
huntergirl14
i wish/want to get terminall illness/cancer
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15
Views
668
MiraiShisen
MiraiShisen
Nights
Venting Bruh, tantacrul fanboys are pathetic
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17
Views
2K
Daxter_87
Daxter_87
J
Help My peaceful moment is deadly
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1
Views
548
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
alonely
Discussion Gathering items for CTB and effect on mindset
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4
Views
507
alonely
alonely
TRIXI3
Venting the unwanted promotion
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2
Views
478
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
shinji_ikari
Venting bruh
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2
Views
524
Prime0
P
nihilism44
I’m back..
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4
Views
436
MiraiShisen
MiraiShisen
wristcutangel
Venting want to sleep
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3
Views
708
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Duochrome-Seahorse
Venting Thinking of extending my cbt day
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2
Views
388
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
tweaka2x
  • Question
Best way to ctb
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3
Views
590
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Utter_emptiness
3am & feeling empty af
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1
Views
434
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
sometimes.sometimes
Venting I am lonely, but it is more than likely for the better
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8
Views
515
LonelyTurkey
L
wristcutangel
Venting hate.
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2
Views
622
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Pidgeons_Sparrows
Might be gone next week
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2
Views
419
90starve
90starve
lokabe82
I need a break
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1
Views
324
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
E
Discussion Best way to CTB?
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3
Views
687
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Busridin'26
Venting Things are getting worse again. Im not sure why either.
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0
Views
361
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
getfree05
What will happen if i doubled the sn amount?
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6
Views
562
Pidgeons_Sparrows
Pidgeons_Sparrows
Bastet
Frequent dreams about ctb
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3
Views
332
Pidgeons_Sparrows
Pidgeons_Sparrows
M
SN Malaysia
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7
Views
716
theanonymousssly
T
D
Method Ecstasy: a overdose possibility?
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10
Views
1K
Praestat_Mori
P
befree
The use of mail forwarding services
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0
Views
733
befree
befree
TDF
Could you be not depressed but suicidal?
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13
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1K
Jolene79
J
Huggs
Not asking for antiemetic source
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0
Views
318
Huggs
Huggs
RedHates
Abuse and hate. Because Red HATES.
Replies
7
Views
531
suicidalloser
S
Tionally
Venting What's the point if I can't feel anything?
Replies
6
Views
635
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
SolomonKado
Charcoal isn’t as Peacefull?
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8
Views
1K
Praestat_Mori
P
D
What happens when you die?
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71
Views
5K
magician99
magician99
yellowroses
Does anyone else actually love life?
Replies
31
Views
2K
Darkover
Darkover
hanax.
Discussion Napthalene Balls: Is it as painful as overdosing with Paracetamol?
Replies
4
Views
466
hanax.
hanax.
H
Anyone else stuck between investing in themselves and ctb?
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24
Views
1K
animetal
animetal
psp3000
Venting stuck between wanting to CTB and being afraid to CTB because I can't let them win
Replies
8
Views
1K
leavingsoon99
L
S
Russian thread
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3
Views
564
tobby rabbit
tobby rabbit
M
Nembutal
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6
Views
1K
donttrip_taterchip
D
greyblue_bian
Venting *VENT* I'm sure this is something called "happiness"
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1
Views
338
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
Ghostofthepast
These thoughts wont go aways
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5
Views
374
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
T
painless and easy suicide (malaysia)
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2
Views
584
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
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