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Suicide Discussion

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Venting Revenge feels like the only thing stopping me from CTB
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3
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427
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
W
Story Lack of courage
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13
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2K
momdontcryplease
momdontcryplease
Ambivalent1
How will you beat the final boss SI?
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39
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2K
outrider567
O
Sigh_Sigh_Sigh
I dread going to work tomorrow after last night
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6
Views
820
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
E
May SN soon
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18
Views
1K
Valky
Valky
Uncensored
Venting I can't take it anymore. My last thread has broken
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2
Views
421
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Sigh_Sigh_Sigh
  • Poll
Which easily accessible method would be best
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2
Views
435
ThisIsLife
ThisIsLife
justameatsuit
Venting when will I learn?
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5
Views
397
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
myfutureismyend
  • Question
Help New here
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8
Views
463
justanotherloser
justanotherloser
masochisticsorrow
Venting Im useless.
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3
Views
412
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
chocolatebar
The ones left behind
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2
Views
411
chocolatebar
chocolatebar
Sigh_Sigh_Sigh
I got caught
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12
Views
708
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
FireFox
Life has finally gotten too much for me
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9
Views
888
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Pidgeons_Sparrows
Venting im so fucking done
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4
Views
511
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
stareoffintospace
Not sure if I should take this chance to recover.
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5
Views
379
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
deadwinter
Venting I don’t know
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1
Views
442
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
StaticCryBabye
Help Only four more days till my ctb
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6
Views
714
ThisIsLife
ThisIsLife
bipolar22
Venting humans
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7
Views
566
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
New plan
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1
Views
369
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
loopystarvedartsist
i’ve decided to CBT
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4
Views
531
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
DesolateWhisper
New member to the site....anybody else new to this?
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13
Views
541
DesolateWhisper
DesolateWhisper
E
Cannot withstand the thought to work every day with no freedom
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12
Views
607
endless_pain
E
Hihihehehuhu
Anyone tried to starve themselves to death ?
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9
Views
1K
thatlatealready
T
S
Legit uses for buying SN
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2
Views
458
Sammie_com.sanrio
Sammie_com.sanrio
Parsley
What would be ideal CTB partner you?
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20
Views
1K
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
sheepgirl
How do I get metoclopramide?
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1
Views
493
chr74
chr74
finishLana
SN EU
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0
Views
405
finishLana
finishLana
F
Discussion Anyone have experience with ECT?
Replies
9
Views
1K
feelingtrapped
F
W
I bought SN from IC successfully; they delivered it to me in Germany. Now are there sources for antiemetic that deliver to Europe?
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7
Views
695
DerBipolarBär
DerBipolarBär
EDMisgood
Need Help With Getting Rid of The Extrinsic
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2
Views
397
Forever Sleep
F
FireFox
Drowning is the perfect way to make a suicide look like an accident
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12
Views
2K
Forever Sleep
F
CTB Dream
Say anything not know wat say
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2
Views
426
charlotte_
charlotte_
E
SN from IC
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179
Views
19K
NoHone
N
Proxycake
Venting Circles
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0
Views
432
Proxycake
Proxycake
senzim
Painless method needed ASAP.
Replies
6
Views
951
Dot
Dot
Kta1994
Catching the bus is like the ultimate psychedelic trip
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7
Views
841
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
moffi32
Suicídio é doença?
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2
Views
353
moffi32
moffi32
N
Can you put backup SN drink into a little plastic bottle?
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3
Views
621
warriorofeld
warriorofeld
Ambivalent1
How likely is it that ctb is how you pass the test of life?
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12
Views
981
NoLoveNoHope
NoLoveNoHope
-Raven's Night-
Venting why it was not me who died at the university????? (from Dark, my intrusive thought)
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4
Views
775
mayirestinchaos
mayirestinchaos
mangonoid
Venting drowning, with no sight of land
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6
Views
571
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
K
Can’t decide on best way to leave body behind
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5
Views
952
StandardOtter
S
G
Pneumonia
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4
Views
424
WorthlessCoward
W
Pancake
I don’t wanna do this to my mom
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15
Views
1K
WorthlessCoward
W
aminend
Four fatal cases of sodium nitrite suicidal ingestion, scientific article
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3
Views
1K
soontobedone
soontobedone
Sparr0w
Help People who got (or failed to get) a meto prescription, what did you tell your doctor/GP?
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24
Views
2K
jolongone
J
10000DaysTooMany
Discussion Do Suicide Notes Help?
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19
Views
919
MrBrownUpsideD
MrBrownUpsideD
CTB Fella
Do you think suicide is "selfish"?
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33
Views
1K
Riu
Riu
Archness
Venting self
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0
Views
303
Archness
Archness
failed life
Hypothermia tomorrow
Replies
4
Views
656
Gonnerr
G
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