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Suicide Discussion

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TDF
Did you ever think to yourself when you were young that by xx age if I still feel like this then I would ctb?
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15
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667
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
B
Method I work in a pharmacy. How much phenobarbital?
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7
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1K
lifeisbutadream
L
deranged
  • Question
Have you ever been to prison or been arrested?
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6
Views
535
lachrymost
lachrymost
O
  • Question
Story failed carbon monoxide method. what do i do next?
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16
Views
1K
ord3045
O
HyperEclipse
How much table salt would it take to kill me? I tried and failed.
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17
Views
1K
HyperEclipse
HyperEclipse
alonely
The lure of death: suicide and human evolution (article)
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1
Views
444
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
AlTheObviousAlien
Help Gas tank question
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2
Views
452
GasMonkey
GasMonkey
dandan
Having N is both a pleasure and a horror
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21
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1K
Dosentmatter903
D
nothingnobody
NOBODY
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3
Views
379
aGoodDayToDie
A
N
Thoughts on suicide prevention
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20
Views
1K
aGoodDayToDie
A
CTB Dream
Venting Weird Nostalgic
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0
Views
357
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
babybrie
Need to buy sn ASAP
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0
Views
377
babybrie
babybrie
angel31
  • Poll
Discussion What is ur worst time of day?
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22
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1K
jbear824
jbear824
ctb-soon
Where do all these videos of hangings come from?
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0
Views
431
ctb-soon
ctb-soon
black.dahlia
Help need some help with sh cuts/scars
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12
Views
813
Touhou
Touhou
TemporaryJob
  • Question
Discussion I cannot wait to cbt.
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10
Views
1K
Dar3B3ar
D
HopefulSleep
Venting I hate it that after you get abused you are in a cycle of pain
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6
Views
450
HopefulSleep
HopefulSleep
Don't want to screw
Is anyone here from China?
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0
Views
400
Don't want to screw
Don't want to screw
D
SN on amazon
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6
Views
791
SeaBreeze
SeaBreeze
V
Discussion Got 250g of SN
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3
Views
616
vinikkkk
V
Fl4u
This is it. Bye.
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40
Views
3K
carac
carac
love_peep
Discussion I'm tired of it all
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8
Views
484
love_peep
love_peep
yellowroses
Venting Kinda funny
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7
Views
510
stoiccactus
stoiccactus
Wyldfyre4948
Method Ratchet compression
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1
Views
502
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
B
what to do to not vomit the sn
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2
Views
389
biboty
B
Baron
Venting Thoughts on lonelieness
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2
Views
386
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
FuneralCry
Venting Anti-suicide views are repulsive
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22
Views
1K
HoleintheDark
HoleintheDark
Néncel
Venting I just want to disappear
Replies
6
Views
446
Néncel
Néncel
Awake47
Methods of death & how they feel.
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5
Views
1K
TheDyingSolarSystem
TheDyingSolarSystem
I
You make yourself happy
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2
Views
415
Fe(IV)
Fe(IV)
Odahviing475
I keep seeing his eyes open
Replies
2
Views
604
Fe(IV)
Fe(IV)
HyperEclipse
Venting No one lets you choose death.
Replies
3
Views
667
day
day
ctb-soon
An Introduction
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6
Views
453
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Ferret77
  • Question
Help Best method...
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5
Views
1K
day
day
busybee
Venting the human brain sucks
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3
Views
497
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Pomegranate
Life is hell
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2
Views
650
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
prim
Help Clonazepam dosage?
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1
Views
563
shantyizlit
shantyizlit
M
Help Antiemetic question about medication
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1
Views
393
MusicToLogIn
M
HopefulSleep
Discussion Do you also feel anxious all the time when going outside?
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16
Views
602
subhuman metalhead
subhuman metalhead
J
I’m struggling again
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1
Views
343
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
broken_songbird
So much for happy endings
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3
Views
441
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
nofun.intended
Venting am i overthinking my decision, or are my inner voices getting to me again?
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4
Views
467
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
N
Olanzapine AE dosage for SN
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4
Views
638
MusicToLogIn
M
Walilamdzii
Are formic acid and sulfuric acid things you can easily order online?
Replies
2
Views
409
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
Story Therapist advice: being active
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17
Views
851
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
Ambivalent1
Is pain but a sensation? Is the one time pain sensation of death worse than a multitude of painful sensations that await in the future?
Replies
7
Views
781
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
snapmyfingers36
  • Question
Help SH & Scars
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5
Views
776
spøgelse
spøgelse
leftdreaming
Discussion How old were you when you realized you would ctb?
Replies
56
Views
4K
アホペンギン
アホペンギン
generaltonight1709
I need an easy method, painless does not matter to me. I can't do a gun, or rope. I have tried both before. I have also tried nitrogen.
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14
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1K
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
quietly_gone
am i supposed to feel breathless while hanging myself?
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9
Views
1K
ctb-soon
ctb-soon
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